sturdychinfilms
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 7, 2010
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- 83
I wake up at 9:45am and immediately rush to the dresser. I know 70mg of synthetic normality is waiting for me there. Though im not addicted, I have been binging this last week, snorting 35mg's before work everyday and little bumps throughout the day. After grabbing the yellow bag of already crushed up oxycontin I go over to my blue little table by my bed, just like yesterday and the day before that. I dump it all out and admire the last of my shit. I split the little mound in half. Im so excited that I contemplate snorting all of it, "naaahhhh chiiilllll" i think to myself. I split the half into four even lines and in four smooth and graceful snorts, that half is gone. I have a very painful pimple on the inside of my left nostril which I had to work around but I know that soon that pain will submit to the warm tide of the oxycodone. I have to be at work in an hour so I hop in the shower. I'm not high yet, but the warm water is preparing me for things to come. I know that by the time I step out I will be feeling it. This is definitely the case. The pain from the pimple in my nose is almost completely gone and upon stepping out of the shower, my whole body tingles and jumps for joy. Honestly, I can't wait to get to work. To me oxycodone is the biggest motivator. That is why i love doing it in the morning and just sailing through the day without a care. Also, my boss (although being an extremely successful restaurant owner) is a heroin addict interestingly enough. Him, along with almost everyone else who works with me is fucked up some way or another, so there is never a dull moment. But I digress, the morning is off to a wonderfull start, lets see what the day has in store for me.
