dismantled_psyche
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 28, 2004
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- 210
this happened just yesterday, and my first time actually nodding out. i got home from work around 4, ate a little something to tide me over, and play video games for a bit. so around 5:45 i take 15mg orally, feeling very tired to begin with. i put on neil young unplugged, i find neil young to be the best music for an opiate high, his music is almost like an opiate anyway. i start to play paper mario , and at 6 i'm feeling very relaxed, i'm starting to get high but no marked euphoria yet. it's becoming hard to focus on the game, and an acoustic mr.soul is on the stereo, which is the object of any awareness i have at the moment.
now at about 6:15, i start to feel very, very relaxed and very happy. my mind was in a fog, and i found myself just staring at my tv, holding the game control for about ten minutes, trying to keep playing. i eventually gave up and just layed back in my bed, and my whole body felt good. i see why people compare it to an orgasm, you physically feel good, but it isn't a sexual way. it's now probably 6:45, and i'm just staring at the ceiling, i remember that "long may you run" was on, it sounded great. i statrted to feel my eyes closing, then i would open them up, not wanting to fall to sleep and miss my high.for atleast an hour i layed there nodding off for a minute, then coming back to the room, then nodding again. it had to be the best feeling i have ever had, words don't do it justice.
one thought i seem to get when i'm high , especially if it's my last dose, i start to think " damn, this is gonna be over soon. fuck." i end up forgetting that thought though and i nodded off again. i pulled myself out of bed at about 8 and got myself a soda, i was still feeling pretty high. star wars episode 2 was on tv, i watched that untill it ended, and i would say i was still feeling it slightly at 10, which is great for dosing at 5:45.
i'm lucky enough so far to not get sny side effects from opioids, no itching, nausea, no nothing. defenitly a great drug, and i will be extra careful about how often i dose. all in all this was a great experience.
now at about 6:15, i start to feel very, very relaxed and very happy. my mind was in a fog, and i found myself just staring at my tv, holding the game control for about ten minutes, trying to keep playing. i eventually gave up and just layed back in my bed, and my whole body felt good. i see why people compare it to an orgasm, you physically feel good, but it isn't a sexual way. it's now probably 6:45, and i'm just staring at the ceiling, i remember that "long may you run" was on, it sounded great. i statrted to feel my eyes closing, then i would open them up, not wanting to fall to sleep and miss my high.for atleast an hour i layed there nodding off for a minute, then coming back to the room, then nodding again. it had to be the best feeling i have ever had, words don't do it justice.
one thought i seem to get when i'm high , especially if it's my last dose, i start to think " damn, this is gonna be over soon. fuck." i end up forgetting that thought though and i nodded off again. i pulled myself out of bed at about 8 and got myself a soda, i was still feeling pretty high. star wars episode 2 was on tv, i watched that untill it ended, and i would say i was still feeling it slightly at 10, which is great for dosing at 5:45.
i'm lucky enough so far to not get sny side effects from opioids, no itching, nausea, no nothing. defenitly a great drug, and i will be extra careful about how often i dose. all in all this was a great experience.
