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Oxycodone(experienced) - Oh The Magic - 40 to50mg

For me and my oxy ride

I was so into what you were writting I was seeing myself doing the same thing. In the same way, when my boyfriend and I do them. I sware you were so much like myself during this process. I really understand how you feel.
I mostly want to just hug and kiss on my boyfriend. I also love watching him when we make love because he is so sexy (especially on oxys.) I love the feeling of the sex because you can just lay there naked afterwards and hold each other and nod. Kiss them everytime you wake and let them know you are still awake. This is normally during the night when your time is comfortably sliping away. They numb the bad and intensify the good. What more can you ask for.;) :)
 
just spent about 5 days on oxy (2nd time ever) for surgery (200 mg!), and i can totally relate to what you were feeling. yet at the same time, i could totally relate to someone who posted a completley opposite report, with throwing up/addiction, etc. i guess im like your pothead dealer, i dont really see the point.

oxy makes you feel good for awhile, thats all. you dont gain any insight, you dont get anywhere. probably just the opposite.

i dont like opiates, but i liked the IV Hydromorphone a lot better than oxy. i thought it was cleaner and didnt make me sick. just my opinion though.
 
That really was a great report. In fact, it's probably the best I've read on an opiate. With pretty much any experience, there is actually quite a lot to describe, but oftentimes reports from non-psychedelic drugs (or hell, even psychedelics) are more like "Yeah man, I snorted that shit, and I felt like talking all night, and I had the best time!! <end>"

Personally, I enjoy oxycodone. However, if you enjoy stimulating opiates, you should give kratom a try. if you do it right, it's more stimulating, with a definite rush for the first hour, and then drops into a sedating, opiate buzz, less intense than oxycodone but with more "substance". Personally I enjoy the buzz from kratom more than any of the opiates including heroin (which I admittedly only snorted once). The reason is that kratom has a very warm feeling of excitement that accompanies it, as opposed to the "Ahhh...." feeling that you described of real opiates. It seems less empty and pointless.

Plus, it's a hell of a lot cheaper than oxy! Well, let's put it this way. I've had access to various opiates and kratom. Kratom is the only one I've been addicted to.

Again, awesome report on something that doesn't get many of those.
 
So, it's three years later.. years since ive posted on this board. I am on a methadone maintanence prgrm and have plans to detox myself 5mg per week starting in august(meaning my detox will take half a year).

opiates felt good. i am not denying that. if they taught me anything it is that it is not in my body chemistry does not tolerate moderation.

"harm reduction" is a great idea.. it really is. the problem that no one seems to acknowlege here on BL is that no one gets a choice in addiction. some of us will and some of us wont. But being in the drug scene for so long, i realise that harm reduction and moderation only works for those who are not genetically predisposed to addiction. If you are predisposed, then it all goes out the window.

Harm reduction said I should not shoot pills. My addiction says, "either shoot them, or continue to stay sick"... In turn, harm reduction has no place in addiction.

That is why it is my opinion that the ideal of bluelight is great, but the reality of it is impossible. no one wants to be addicted. yet the reality is that even the smartest of users can become addicted. unfortunately, you cannot tell if you will be an addict until you do your first one, and after that, its prolly too late.

my addiction came on slow, leading me to believe that i was in control. at the end of the day though, the reality is that i still did things to myself and people i swore i would never do. this proves that i was not in control, tht the drug was.

im not the only one. these people out here dont choose to live on the streets. opiates were sweet. but if i had known the power within them, the fact that in the end, i would not have a choice whether i used on that day or not, that in the end they would dictate everything did and said.

i say all this in hopes that when you do take opiates, you realise your playing with fire.. it is a pandora's box.. you may not get addicted.. but if there is an addict bone in your body, you may be starting something that will change your life forever..

good luck!

sf
 
^^ Very true. I suppose harm reduction in that case would be words like yours, so that someone might not ever try them in the first place if they knew they had an addictive personality.

Sorry to hear about your downfall. But it was a good report :)
 
lol i do agree about that... for my recovery's sake, i cant even read it because itll have me fiending.
 
Damn, everytime I read this it leaves me fiending and I rarely do opiates anymore, got too addicted to the same substance and had to take a long break before I trusted myself again.

Great report though just hard to read if you've ever had a habit. I'd suggest people without opiate experience to read this report.
 
my addiction came on slow, leading me to believe that i was in control. at the end of the day though, the reality is that i still did things to myself and people i swore i would never do. this proves that i was not in control, tht the drug was.
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holy shit I think this is right where I am in the addiction process.

-My friend gave me some methadone for free, no charge just to be friendly. Well I was thinking to myself how I could steal a couple more out of his bag. THAT IS NON-SENSE thinking. Selfishness

-I will spend $10 on a few pills and be happy about my purchase, yet when I go out with friends I regret buying $5 in food to feed myself.

-BUT, I have pills just sitting next to my bed and I still have the self control to not take them. I plan on saving them for a party or something someday.

-I search my whole house for pills and pretty much every single bathroom I enter at other peoples houses, whether I know them or not I don't care, I just want to find some sweet pills.

-Every time I step into a store that sells flowers I ALWAYS catch my eyes wonderung around looking for some dryed poppy heads. I won't buy them when I see them but I get some sort of pleasure or satisfaction just by looking at the pods.

-But still get extremely high off of 15mgs oxycodone snorted..but its not as good as my first few times with 10mgs...

DAMN IT...thank you silveer for these posts..I am deciding to not use opiates for a long time....and If i get the urge to take the methadone ill flush them down the toilet and prove to myslef some stupid pill can't take me over

Sticking with psychidelics just like i used to....
although I don't HAVE to get high to have fun....NO YET atleast:X
 
This brought a little tear to my eye. How I miss Oxy. I used to get such wonderous deals on that shit and stayed fucked up for three months... but ended up in rehab... twice.

But it is the best fucking high, ever. Period.
 
fantastic report. you've really captured the opiate high at its best. I try to stay clear of all opiates now (over 4 months without) but this made me miss it.
 
I can't believe you like the oxy drip... Nothing is as gross as the oxy drip... Fuck man, even MDMA tastes better
 
u spoke it perfectly, i recently had oxy for the first time, and you described it PERFECTLY. everything down to the piss lol...
 
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