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Opioids Oxycodone and normality

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LazyCheshireCat

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Hi on this saturday night i discovered the beautiful percocets. Is there anyway i can produce the same effect in my body without taking them i loved them. Removed all of my anxieties and in a way numbed me to all my personal sensitivities.
Flirted with cute chicks im 20 and never did that till now how pathetic is that and all i did was take 6 602's and toke.
Anyhow i got numbers and had lots of fun. its a beautiful feeling really.
Amazing energy boost, increased motivation, increased confidence as i mentioned it removed my fears.
I've tried all kinds of drugs "mdma" which i suspect is methylone, acid tabs, rolled like 3 times on gold bars, shrooms, marijuana, alcohol, cocaine, xanax, klonopin. What is so special about oxycodone that it doesnt get me drunk or high but it makes my mood way more lax and open for a while?
Apart from the euphoria and tickles which makes em even greater. What neurotransmitters in my brain are fucked up?
What can i do to fix this? Am i just a pussy?
The only thing ill really complain about is the comedown makes you sleepy af if it wasn't for my buddies i wouldn't have made it home today.
Is it possible ive been traumatized somehow and forgot it and the oxys numb me to that subconscious pain? How do i treat this?

Thanks for your time and help. Im just a young stupid mf
 
Maybe part of it is traumatization,
could just be you're brought up differently or born with different personality traits that dont make you float as naturally
among the crowds like normal people would.

I don't know how you can be normal, when I was your age I wished I was normal too,
but i've grown to nurture a dislike for what "normal people call normal" and I don't want to be like them anymore.

I think the trick is to discover who we are rather than trying to be who we are not, just cause others would like us.


Oxy doesnt make me feel supersocial but benzo's do,
but i dont feel like thats truely myself actually
 
Kratom gives some people a similar effect, not exactly, but for me it is not very opioid like.

I also remember oxy and other opiates making me feel normal, I also have neurological issues and then to mention the whole anxiety aspect of my life, I know my shits out of wack.

I think I may be low on dopamine if not other shit and maybe just complete malfunction of the neurological system.


Adderall can give me a similar effect, not in glowing and warm euphoria, but socially speaking kinda similar, not quite. It makes me pro social, as opiods can as well, they really don't stimulate or motivate me to do so, but I am content if the situation comes about, but, also to the point I also just say fuck it.

Throw away the idea quickly that you can use this to benefit you in the long run by any means. Luckily when I was snorting and popping roxies, my beloved marijuana habit at the time, hindered my want to throw my momeny towards pills instead of my staple and go to D.O.C. I still use opiates maybe once a month for about three days and have done so for years with no issue or growing dependence/addiction issues but no life improvements either. I just know that when you're in the circle being able to easily pick up pills and what not, it makes it really easy, to fall into that scene.
 
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Watch out, using drugs to overcome shyness can be a road to dependence and destruction. It was for me, at first it worked and I came out of my shell, after a while it really twists your personality and leads uou down a dark road where you feel like you need it just to function. Also, in retrospect, I realize a lot of the things I said and did weren't take a reflection of my real personality so much as they were a reflection of the drugs. I'm mortified by the way I behaved when I was younger, you might feel like the life of the party, but you may come to realize after a while that your relationships are all built around partying and drugs, and won't stand the test of time. It can become even more isolating.

The good news is there are ways to feel a similar (although far weaker) feeling naturally - a lot of exercise and lifting will increase endorphin levels in your brain (your body's natural opiates), which is the reason people get a "runners high" after a long jog.

I've found its better to make your own way in life rather than try yo change your personality with drugs in order to be acceptable to other people. At some point you're going to have to learn to do it anyways, either that or become totally dependent on drugs to function. You're still young and there will be plenty of opportunities with women over the years. The relationships I had with girls when we were using opiates and drugs all the time ended in disaster, pain, and bitterness. Maybe see a doctor about anxiety and approach this medically.
 
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Take it from me, i know what you are experiencing. I highly suggest you stay away from the perc, its a slippery slope.

Needless to say I cant diagnose you over the web but I would bet money you have inattentive add, and wouldbenefit greatly from a low to moderate dose of adderal, dexedrine or vyvanse. Youll get that energy, confidence, and ability to use all of your potential (if you indeed have int. Add). Sometimes its misdiagnosed as depression.

I was in your shoes at that age. I was 40pnds overweight, lethargic, yawned all the time and couldnt talk to girls unless i was drunk, and effed really gross fat broads just to get some release lol. Had trouble with school despite being smart. Talked to my doc, he thought I just 'hadget the blues' and didnt seek testing or rx anything.

Well this was back when those good ephedrin fat burners were on the market and i read they were loosley related amphetemine. Took those as directed and it was like a light switch came on in my mind. I started working out/ running, low carb diet... had tons of energy, felt great talking to everyone, lost 45 pounds, looked and felt great.

Into my mid 20s that stuff went off the market, I got a new doc, diagnosed with inattentive add and rx'd vyvanse 50mg 2x a day. To this day Im fit, happy and have a great professional life.
 
If anything I believe I have a dopamine excess on some days. When I take melatonin to sleep i feel great waking up. Perhaps this with full rest and exercise will calm my nerves down. I'm just an overstimulated child.
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LazyCheshireCat said:
If anything I believe I have a dopamine excess on some days. When I take melatonin to sleep i feel great waking up. Perhaps this with full rest and exercise will calm my nerves down. I'm just an overstimulated child.
A polluted and thrashed product made in america.
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Haha, a harsh self-assessment!

If you're still getting a good sleep at night, and waking up feeling refreshed, you've got it pretty damn good. A lot of us got to the point where it took opiates and downers just to knock ourselves unconscious, and we still woke up dopesick as hell, immediately thinking how we were gonna get money for more opiates.

And you know that beautiful, carefree feeling you described? Imagine the exact polar opposite - feeling like the world was colapsing on you, being absolutely terrified of going out into the world, feeling pained and sick, feeling like you're an absolute failure, and being conpletely uncomfortable in your own skin. That's what opiate withdrawal is like, and you'll get to know the feeling very well with regular use.
 
beforethebeginning said:
Maybe part of it is traumatization,
could just be you're brought up differently or born with different personality traits that dont make you float as naturally
among the crowds like normal people would.

I don't know how you can be normal, when I was your age I wished I was normal too,
but i've grown to nurture a dislike for what "normal people call normal" and I don't want to be like them anymore.

I think the trick is to discover who we are rather than trying to be who we are not, just cause others would like us.


Oxy doesnt make me feel supersocial but benzo's do,
but i dont feel like thats truely myself actually
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Great statement! If I'm around 'normal people' on some xanax or oxy, I really feel that I can let others feel less comfortable around me. Being overly social can work against you, not all people like to be around people that have too much control over themselves, anxiety is natural and perfectly human to have, the awkwardness is the fun part of it you should just laugh off if you cant stand it!
 
AgonyAndEcstasy781 said:
Haha, a harsh self-assessment!

If you're still getting a good sleep at night, and waking up feeling refreshed, you've got it pretty damn good. A lot of us got to the point where it took opiates and downers just to knock ourselves unconscious, and we still woke up dopesick as hell, immediately thinking how we were gonna get money for more opiates.

And you know that beautiful, carefree feeling you described? Imagine the exact polar opposite - feeling like the world was colapsing on you, being absolutely terrified of going out into the world, feeling pained and sick, feeling like you're an absolute failure, and being conpletely uncomfortable in your own skin. That's what opiate withdrawal is like, and you'll get to know the feeling very well with regular use.
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This is so true! Drugs are not the answer to your psychological problems, I also learnt that the hard way! Of course for you LazyCheshireCat this does not make sense at all, and this is probably what you did not want to hear. Take it from me and the other posters in this thread that your temporary human anxiety and shyness is part of growing up and learning to understand yourself more, therefore it is really not worth to give in to the stupid thoughts about needing certain drugs to function at the party or in any social setting.

Boy, as a newbie seeking relief I've read threads like these tons of times (mainly about OC and Xanax)...what did I do in the end? Got hooked on it either way, and lost so much in life because of it.
 
Your story sounds like mine in the beginning and it lead me to a 7 year on and off heroin addiction. If I could go back and avoid that first opiate I would do anything to do so. Now I deal with this addiction daily and will do so for the rest of my life. If I were you I'd say fuck it and never do it again... a few phone numbers now is not worth a lifetime of opiate addiction!
 
as much i liked taking oxys.... ( snorting or oral) snorting when you could crush it up with no problems...
it was a beautiful feeling.... for me... i do not get tired at all, i just get a massive boost of energy... cant sleep either on it
i gave up though.... and i recon you shouldn't abuse it...
it is so hard to give up, you really need a lot of will.... i still have 50mg of tapentadol twice daily though... which is an opiate...
but no more 80mgs of oxy or more, and to add on top of this..... the oxys made me go sorta crazy ? like i became more violent then i am... like i would have been more irritable in the morning...
you decide :)
 
I think you're overlooking the whole 'addiction' aspect of this class of drugs... tolerance, loss of positive effects, fiending, withdrawal, etc.

You sound like the classic up-and-coming addict to be honest - unsatisfied with your sober state of mind. Probably some anger issues or something.

There's probably not all that much wrong with you... perhaps accept who you are even if that isn't a social butterfly? You have plenty of time to meet girls, at the end of the day who gives a fuck how many numbers you get, that's a shallow outlook on life to have.

I completely agree how amazingly pleasant the drug is though, the absolute best in my eyes - I instantly became disinterested in everything else. Whatever you do don't sniff it, or try heroin or hydromorphone would be my advice. Those other ones are way more addictive, at least for me they were. Oxycodone was always pretty easy to control for me, even though I'm a daily user for chronic back pain I've never spiralled out of control. Came damn close to ruining my life back when I tried heroin though. Stick to popping pills if you're going to take this route. I just take 2.5mg twice a day and even that is enough to profoundly affect my life - I wouldn't go higher personally even with my pain issues.
 
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You can reproduce the feeling by hyperventilating as hard as you can with extremely full inhales and complete exhales fast about 30 times, then end with one long massive exhale and then don't inhale for about a minute. You will get an opiate rush. During this exercise you should be making oceanic noises with your mouth and breathing as hard as possible.

Girls love when i do it.
 
Chillax people I know about the addiction. All I said was I wanted to know is if theres anything else that can have a similar effect as oxycodone. Like when you take 5-htp to increase serotonin. I wasn't talking about getting high. Perhaps by getting more of certain amino acids in your diet you can have a profound effect on your consciousness and feelings. My brother whom was 18 years older than me was a heroin addict for 20 years until he got killed by someone else. I know the path.
 
There's nothing you can add to your diet that's gonna shift your consciousness. Hence drugs. Unless you walk around edging all day or something, there's no way to keep those endorphins flowing.
 
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There's nothing you can add to your diet that's gonna shift your consciousness. Hence drugs. Unless you walk around edging all day or something, there's no way to keep those endorphins flowing.
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Your posts are wacky as shit haha. Hyperventilating? Walking around "edging". Send me some of whatever you're on.

Anyways, exercise a whole lot, eat plenty of proteins. Exercise will get the endorphins flowing. A healthy sex life helps a lot too. You don't need drugs to feel good. You can work towards bringing that outgoing, confident person out naturally.
 
Sorry to hear about your brother, that's really shitty. honestly i wish i had more to add, opiates are absolutely the best feeling for all those reasons you mentioned-at the start, and for awhile, they seem to erase all the bad or difficult aspects to life, while enhancing all the good stuff. as someone trying to break free of them after 6-7 years of constant use, though, i wish i'd never found out how good they feel. i would have been better off not knowing.

I do feel psychadelics like shrooms and LSD, etc, as well as *pure* MDMA, in responsible dosages, can have profoundly positive effects on your life, and can help give you insight into parts of yourself you are perhaps less than comfortable with. If I had it to do over, I would avoid opiates like the plague, and stick to tripping/rolling ever few months. Not advocating you go do a bunch of drugs, just my 2 cents.
 
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