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Oxycodone 10mg - Opiate Naive (2 yrs ago) - The Universe is blissful on Oxy

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I mean this title both figuratively and literally. About two years ago I was still very much a novice with opiates and had only done them on occassion. However, this one warm, lonely June afternoon stands out particularly well in my memories as one of the most transcedental and ethereal drug experiences of my life, and oddly enough the experience will sound almost mundane to the lay person.

So here I am, alone in my room, about to take a substance that I was still somewhat unfamiliar and clumsy with. I've always been careful, "is this too much?" Wait, "how much is enough?" I had been experimenting with a very novice amount of 5mg at the time, yet it had always hit me good and hard. Ahh the days of being an opiate virgin, always must be cherished. Anyway I had decided on a dose of 10mg, I'm going to be a bit ballsy I thought since I've never taken a dose that high.

I consume, and while I'm laying in bed I'm gearing up for the pleasure of watching an episode of "The Universe" on History channel. Now you may laugh and say, "isn't that just some educational documentary?" It is, but it's also a beautiful and powerful look at the loose configuration of matter that makes up the whole of space, reinforcing how small and little our "earthly" troubles are. I began the episode about 15 minutes after ingestion, and begin to let my mind get lost in the cosmos. This episode delightfully was about the rings of Saturn and the mysteries behind them. I can remember watching the entrancing simulations of the rings moving rapidly around this large, ominous alien world, all the while I begin feeling the chemicals in my brain releasing a feeling of pleasure, love, harmony, this transcedental peace that is impossible to explain. All of a sudden, the words of the show are silent to my ears and I'm absorbed in the entrancing visuals almost like an LSD trip, but not artificial, it was just at this exact moment my body and mind were in such ectasy that the visual stimulation provided an atmosphere for my mind to escape to. I knew how beautiful the cosmos was, and I knew how little and insignificantly small I was, but I didn't care, all that mattered was my deep connection to the stars and how wonderful it felt to be there.

Now THAT is the power of opiates. I'll always remember this as one of the most meaningful "trips" of my life, in both body and spirit. The feeling of Oxycodone while being opiate naive is akin to a state of bliss, and while the drug provided the necessary physical stimulation, that awesome show provided a strangely congruent type of visual/visceral stimulation. It was really so surreal, I was in ecstasy for the duration of the high while watching that program.

Of course years later, Opiates lose their magic as you sink into addiction, tolerance, and dependenance, the three words that kill the almost transcendent bliss one experiences in the early days. But I'll never forget this, no matter how mundane or ordinary it may seem.

There you go guys, my first attempt at a trip report.
 
reinforcing how small and little our "earthly" troubles are... I knew how little and insignificantly small I was, but I didn't care
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I can really relate to that. Anytime I'm stressed I just think about how eventually I'll be dead and none of it will have mattered. Even if I somehow end up some really important human being, with buildings and towns named after me leaving a long legacy, eventually the sun will burn out and (it's likely that) nobody will know or care about anything that happened on our planet. The meaninglessness of life scares a lot of people, but you and I are the same in that it comforts us. I enjoyed reading your insights in this report, despite never having done an opiate in my life.
 
Thanks for that. I struggle with depression mainly related to the very point you make: What's the point? What's the point of humanity? We're an insignificant spec of nothingness in a universe filled with an ever changing configuration of stuff.

The opiate use is what changed my viewing of that program from just me alone, in a dark room, watching a cool show with nice visuals, into like some kind of hypnotic trancey state of pure bliss. It's very difficult to put in words, but I've never had that occur in quite the same manner ever again, it was the perfect alignment of all the different stimuli I was experiencing at the time.
 
Just reading opiate trip reports makes me wanna have some oxycodone next to me right now SOO FUCKING BAD haha. I only do this stuff once a weekend and im going to try my hardest to keep it once a weekend, i really dont want tolerance to start up on such a beatiful feeling. NEVER. This might sound funny but iam not getting addicted to oxycodone because the high is too nice, i want that to last as long as possible.
 
That's crazy that you experienced such bliss on 10mg. I'm a pretty big guy. 6 foot 5, pretty slender but with a lot of mass. I've always had to take more of anything tht what others did to feel the desired effects. The first time I took an opiate it was hydrocodone (20mg) and it was an experience I will never forget. I've never found myself addicted to opiates luckily, even having used heroin a couple of time in the past months. Even taking a point shot after letting my tolerance plummet back to zero is often lackluster. When you say opiates lose their magic it's totally true. You still get high, but you don't appreciate it or enjoy it as much as you once did. Nice read, I enjoyed it.
 
I started out doing Oxycodone at 30mg snorted. Are you saying that the opiates made you trip like LSD? I could never relate the two what so ever but have you ever dropped acid? I love opiates but I don't think they're comparable to LSD at all. LSD is a whole another level for me. Good read though, I can relate when I started my opiate addiction. I came to a point where I was doing 180-300mg at a time
 
I often think back to my first experiences with opiates... I was much younger then, in high school still. My closest two friends and I would get our hands on about 20 mg each and talk the night away. I remember how simple times like those were. Life has a way of changing that.
 
DropDeadDevin said:
That's crazy that you experienced such bliss on 10mg. I'm a pretty big guy. 6 foot 5, pretty slender but with a lot of mass. I've always had to take more of anything tht what others did to feel the desired effects. The first time I took an opiate it was hydrocodone (20mg) and it was an experience I will never forget. I've never found myself addicted to opiates luckily, even having used heroin a couple of time in the past months. Even taking a point shot after letting my tolerance plummet back to zero is often lackluster. When you say opiates lose their magic it's totally true. You still get high, but you don't appreciate it or enjoy it as much as you once did. Nice read, I enjoyed it.
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Man, back in the day I was very sensitive to opiates for whatever reason. I'm 6'3 myself. The first time I ever tried Oxy, I had a blue 30mg from a friend, I broke it in half for a total of 15mg. It, at the time, was just too much. I was SO high I was immobile, delirious, and uncomfortable (but thankfully I didn't vomit or anything), so I went back down to a better starting dose for me at a mere 5mg.

Of course now if I'm not taking at least 60mg I can't feel it. Heh. But given my length of use and frequency of use, I should still have to be taking more than I do. I'm just sensitive to opiates.
 
benzo bars said:
I started out doing Oxycodone at 30mg snorted. Are you saying that the opiates made you trip like LSD? I could never relate the two what so ever but have you ever dropped acid? I love opiates but I don't think they're comparable to LSD at all. LSD is a whole another level for me. Good read though, I can relate when I started my opiate addiction. I came to a point where I was doing 180-300mg at a time
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No no, you kind of missed what I was saying. The Oxy didn't make me trip at all, that's impossible. It wasn't an artificial trip like LSD would produce. It was more akin to me being so fucked up and happy (mental bliss), the visual stimulus from the show caused my mind to go into a kind of trance. Like I said, it was just like a perfect alignment of all my senses. I know it's hard to understand, trust me it's even harder for me to explain.
 
Funny you should speak of Lortabs..my pain Dr. is going to let me get those instead of MS Contins(30mg.3x's day,but no high).I use to take Anexia(now off the market) which is like Lortab and Vicodin.I would love to get 10mg./300 of Xodol which is new and not as much acetaminophen in it.
 
I remember I had popped 4 percocets(5mg) and The Shinning was on tv. So I decided to lay on my couch watch the movie while the pills kicked in. Once they started to kick in and the movie was going on, I actually started to trip a little bit. It was very weird and great at the same time. I got more into the movie and started to show empathy towards the characters and the whole scene of the movie. It was a hell of a 2hours.But I felt really good aha
 
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