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over thinking can kill my roll?

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cerealfordinner

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the first few times i rolled it was amazing but after a bad roll every time i drop now i always have this paranoia in the back of my head that its not gonna hit me as hard and not gonna be as amazing as it was. that coupled with the fact that i over analyze everything i do. is it possible that im thinking too much and not letting myself get into it and thats why my rolls lately haven't been affecting me as hard. ive only rolled about 5 times so plateauing already isnt really a concern for me. i know this is a weird question its just that i have a ID festival this thursday and i was wondering if there's anything that can make it better.
any help or advise is much appreciated
 
Try relaxing, taking deap breaths, and listening to techno helps me. I do not roll well in public settings and it gets kind of unenjoyable.. In dark, private settings with good visualizers like winamp's MilkDrop visualizer helps. Just relax.

And the most important thing - TEST YOUR DRUGS!!!

For all you know you could be getting bunk man...
 
from my experience: YES. Even with lab tested mdma, awesome setting, good health, my over-analytical mind has made many of my rolls not as good as they should have been. I always end up thinking "could this have hit harder? weren't the visuals better last time? why am I not having as much fun as them? etc. etc. etc." It is truly a curse.

I've found just a few hits of weed when dropping will prevent me from thinking too much; it let's me be in the moment and just experience the roll as it is happening. Don't do too much or it will over-power the effects of the roll (ie might make it less loved-up for example). I find a sativa dominant or pure sativa works best (and an indica works best for the come down).

good luck!
 
I like to have a beer or two during dropping and on the come up to relax a little bit (definitely don't drink more than two though). I find that I am generally more relaxed during the come up and stop myself from over analyzing things too much. Another good idea is to be in an interesting setting during the come up where you can get your mind off over analyzing things and make it focus on the scenery.
 
I always have that paranoia that it wont affect me or its bunk stuff then I remember its just paranoia :P have fun take the edge off it by taking another drug that also helps
 
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