For me and quite a few people I knew, heroin could be energizing and certainly not depressing. Morphine never quite did it for me, I’ve tried it many forms and many ROA’s except the one that probably counts... IV.
Also good info Temperance except your wrong on some of the bioavailability info. Heroin indeed is a bit better bioavailability than morphine orally.
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Not great mind you but better.
Idk morphine just isn’t nearly as euphoric, very sedating, needs larger doses, I was never a huge fan.
Oxycodone was a great ride until I tried heroin cuz while I did enjoy Oxy, it completely killed my tolerance and when a 80mg OC doesn’t even touch you anymore it’s unfortunately time to hang up the towel. After this thread wish I had a few laying around for old times sake, it’s been soo long.
A little bit more.. Growing up in the area I did, it seemed the doctors musta just been handing Oxy out like candy cuz most kids had tried it at an early age 13-15 sometimes before their first use of cannabis or alcohol.
My first use of Oxywas really bad so I stayed off til senior year of HS I finally tried it again one day outta boredom and found it wasn’t so bad after all lol.
When I finally got into using heavily daily I had a guy who I’d bring a small amount of cash and he’d literally just give me an undetermined handful. The OC 20’s that I loved so so much.
80’s were ok but I absolutely loved the 20’s. A quarter of an 80 would get me nowhere near how I felt off a full 20mg.
OC was more social for sure looking back. I had a lot more fun and good times on it than heroin that has a more serious vibe to it.
I’ll never forget those first few times with heroin I had this feeling like I was essentially selling my soul. I knew the consequences but at the time I didn’t care enough about my life to give a shit.
One experience in particular was very eye opening. I’m 18yr old sitting in this nasty heroin den of some dudes apartment. I had just been kicked out of my house again and I remember thinking very clearly, “if I do this line, I will get addicted.”
I spent the next 48 hours in a very heavy heroin nod. The heaviest I’ve ever had before or since. I literally laid on a couch and was drifted off into the most pleasant place. Every 3-5 hours I’d get up and my buddy would feed me another line.
I walked out of that apartment knowing I was addicted. From then on I needed opiates, to this very day in fact.
Yea I would never suggest anybody try the shit. I’m also one to believe there is energy associated with how drugs are produced and distributed, heroin just feels like it steals your soul in exchange for what you think is eternal peace.
Regarding the pro depressive nature of opiates. Having recently just having a full month of full mu agonist use...
In the beginning of using them again after nearly 10yrs of nothing but Suboxone, I did indeed notice increased depression. But once I “got into it” again they became enjoyable.
I’ve realized full agonist opiates aren’t enjoyable to me unless I’m full on addicted. Like the beginning stages where you can use here and there with little consequence, the stage is no fun and little euphoria to me. Nothing better than being in nasty withdrawals, and you get that taste of opiate in your system. It’s like Christmas, Heaven, sex, and well anything good in the world all wrapped up into one moment. The sigh of relief is satisfying yet a little sickening.
-GC