Oh, i'm bored, hmm, lets take some DMT! Right... 
I dunno i took around 70-80mg i measured it but forgot exactly (moclobemide 150mg tab taken earlier to activate it orally).
I'm still under the influence.. with two soma 350's and some BDO lol, i'll explain.
Oh! Lets have some fun!! i'll just take some dmt and a moclobemide and do normal things, and listen to some music, cause, it suure does make music sound wonderful. I'll do this and that, cook some food, get things done while i'm high, as usually i can function most normally if i wanted, actually it actually speeds up my mind in a hard to explain way where i can be like turbo-me, but, i did take a higher dose, and dmt is wierd in that the dose you take orally does vary, how 'high' you'll get from it. Tonight i got higher than my previous 110mg dose did. Well, also, i took a dexedrine 10mg and i'm sure that is still active right now which could explain the "fear" reaction, or, i guess more of the flight/fight response that is more uh, enhanced or something.
Anyway, blah i was in the middle of cooking some food when the effects started coming on stronger, looking at some hamburger in a pan, started to look like i guess faces sorta. My hands and objects, especially round would look uh, more round i guess haha - i was just trippin' and going "up"! Went back into my room and had the music on, looking around.. observing how the trip was increasing a little in intensity. Music of course sounded excellent as it always does on DMT/ayahuasca/pharmahuasca (whatever ya wanna call it) and i noticed i could tell, well how to explain it.. sound sounds like the universe ripping apart somewhat, and i could see the same "ripping" of the universe in my vision. Anyway, cause of the dexedrine or, maybe also harmaline has a sedating/relaxing/anxiety reducing effect when moclobemide doesn't, and well whatever else, the "spirit of aya" had something to tell me tonight i guess haha..
Noticing the more, anxious, slight ego ripping effect going on, i went and made sure the stove was shut off first, then i go and grab two soma's thinking oh, these will kick in fast and relax me, i got the message already..etc. Well, the soma's almost seemed to boost the effects - i notice soma i think has some kind of pcp/nitrous/ketamine/dissociative type effect, just observing how things sound "on it", reminds me a little of nitrous/whippits blah blah. So, not originally wanting to, but oh well, i took some BDO "g" cause that kicks in fast. So here I am, of course, having a blast of a time now hehe, moving to the music etc.. - but typing this right now.
I know now ayahuasca/DMT can sure be serious (well i did know that but didnt feel like the dose would hit me as much i guess), and is a GREAT tool for many things, and I can learn a lot from it just like mushrooms or whatever, and I think its fine to use it for a "good time" just a lower dose or, lol, combined with some beers or "g", just not too often. I feel the thousands of years of cultural use of it and felt like "it" or just my brain was sending me a message tonight. Now that the "g" has kicked in fully I notice a good dulling of the DMT effects, which sucks for that, but i guess surved the purpose of it tonight.
So there's my exciting story, i'm going to go eat that food now and just chill, hmm enough time as gone by that maybe the "g" really didnt dull the effects THAT much just the DMT has started to wear off some. Anyway, thats it, it put me in "my place" tonight and I got a good message, and now i'm just "g"'ed up and hungry - so ima gonna go eat and ... yeah. %)
I dunno i took around 70-80mg i measured it but forgot exactly (moclobemide 150mg tab taken earlier to activate it orally).
I'm still under the influence.. with two soma 350's and some BDO lol, i'll explain.
Oh! Lets have some fun!! i'll just take some dmt and a moclobemide and do normal things, and listen to some music, cause, it suure does make music sound wonderful. I'll do this and that, cook some food, get things done while i'm high, as usually i can function most normally if i wanted, actually it actually speeds up my mind in a hard to explain way where i can be like turbo-me, but, i did take a higher dose, and dmt is wierd in that the dose you take orally does vary, how 'high' you'll get from it. Tonight i got higher than my previous 110mg dose did. Well, also, i took a dexedrine 10mg and i'm sure that is still active right now which could explain the "fear" reaction, or, i guess more of the flight/fight response that is more uh, enhanced or something.
Anyway, blah i was in the middle of cooking some food when the effects started coming on stronger, looking at some hamburger in a pan, started to look like i guess faces sorta. My hands and objects, especially round would look uh, more round i guess haha - i was just trippin' and going "up"! Went back into my room and had the music on, looking around.. observing how the trip was increasing a little in intensity. Music of course sounded excellent as it always does on DMT/ayahuasca/pharmahuasca (whatever ya wanna call it) and i noticed i could tell, well how to explain it.. sound sounds like the universe ripping apart somewhat, and i could see the same "ripping" of the universe in my vision. Anyway, cause of the dexedrine or, maybe also harmaline has a sedating/relaxing/anxiety reducing effect when moclobemide doesn't, and well whatever else, the "spirit of aya" had something to tell me tonight i guess haha..
Noticing the more, anxious, slight ego ripping effect going on, i went and made sure the stove was shut off first, then i go and grab two soma's thinking oh, these will kick in fast and relax me, i got the message already..etc. Well, the soma's almost seemed to boost the effects - i notice soma i think has some kind of pcp/nitrous/ketamine/dissociative type effect, just observing how things sound "on it", reminds me a little of nitrous/whippits blah blah. So, not originally wanting to, but oh well, i took some BDO "g" cause that kicks in fast. So here I am, of course, having a blast of a time now hehe, moving to the music etc.. - but typing this right now.
I know now ayahuasca/DMT can sure be serious (well i did know that but didnt feel like the dose would hit me as much i guess), and is a GREAT tool for many things, and I can learn a lot from it just like mushrooms or whatever, and I think its fine to use it for a "good time" just a lower dose or, lol, combined with some beers or "g", just not too often. I feel the thousands of years of cultural use of it and felt like "it" or just my brain was sending me a message tonight. Now that the "g" has kicked in fully I notice a good dulling of the DMT effects, which sucks for that, but i guess surved the purpose of it tonight.
So there's my exciting story, i'm going to go eat that food now and just chill, hmm enough time as gone by that maybe the "g" really didnt dull the effects THAT much just the DMT has started to wear off some. Anyway, thats it, it put me in "my place" tonight and I got a good message, and now i'm just "g"'ed up and hungry - so ima gonna go eat and ... yeah. %)
