Here I would ahve posted this earlyier but My internet didnt work -.-
Good that you noticed. I would never even think of rtaking any of these harder drugs such as crystal meth, opiates(oxys,heroin) or crack. Heroin is actually not that duistructive to your body as other drugs cause once you get off for good you of and your body can regenerate itself to some extent. Lets say you take crystal or DXM or DMT or what else is their all these pychadelics and disotiatives. They will fry your brain. Theri not as adictve but theri far more damaging than heroin is.
I took DXM second pletau only 6 times. 8 weeks have pasted now and 'I still notice the side effkts Im slowly wondering if they will ever fade. Like the bad short term memory. I will watch a cartoon or a cermersdhial and then chnace channels and forget what I saw. I really have to think hard for a minute to find out what it was again. Then the bad picture memory I will think of the girl I like and her face remain s blasck. Sometimes I can picture her again but its so wiered oftenly even ater hanging out with her I cant picture her anymore. The muscel tiks I can live with also the site. (When I look at brioght lightsd they weill burn into my image as a black spot. I knotice friction in the air like little particles moving over my eye all the time to. I feel dumb sometimes even though I can think perfektly fine again. Oh and not to forget my heart beat. Its way to ahrd and way to fats when I do sport its almost like having asma if I sprint really fast I can hardly breath because my heart is beating so fast. And for me this is terrifying since I am a very athletic person.
Now back to opiates. Opiates take the wonderfull color of life in veryx long term abuse. DXM (It has not been proven yet and Im not sure it will stay) destroys your brain if only short term it is scary as fuck. I meen sure theirs the mental + physical adiction with heroin but no real real long term damage exsept for the lose of color and fun. I am really scared by what it has done and I really hope this is not long term else I might as well just comit suiside or soimething. I tolöd my self I was giving it 1 year.