in real WD i have no sex drive n even if i gave it a wank it doesnt last long
when tapering i still dont last long but i atleast have to the 'want to' to have sex
it takes awhile for me to get my longevity back w/o opes
funny i saw this thread cuz anyone reading this might be interested in this story
a new girl just started workin with me about 2 weeks ago. initially, one day, it was me her n another girl workin, just the 3 of us, n the new girl propossed that it'd be fun if sumtime the 2 of us got together for a 3some, initially everyone was down but then the other girl (not new girl) was like, " I would but i have a b/f n im not a cheater"
this was like a week n 1/2 ago, but over the last 5 days i have been tapering off opiates, anyways, other girl or not she has still been aggressive n eventually just decided it'd be me n her, i told her i was down n for her to hit me up, but that was before i had any intention of tapering (i kinda woke up one morning n was like, i gotta do this shit)
anyways i didnt know what to do, do i either 1, not have sex with her, not tell her whats up n then just try n blow her off 2. go n cop a lil, n then be STONG LIKE BULL 3 or be honest with her, n keep the taper goin
i ended up just bein honest n sayin hey, im an addict.
her reply to that was an almost immediate "i know"**
*puzzled look on my face*
"and im trying to get clean, so right now i really have no libido, i'd love to comeover when i get off tonight but i just wanna let u know ahead of time i wont last 30 seconds"
her: "ok, kool, call me when u get off work"
everything ended up goin well, i mean i was still only able to last a minute or so at a time but i was able to get her to climax,( granted it was a 1:4 ratio of her to my orgasms

)
**this really bothered me, n made me think, after she said this i had to call her up n be like "what do you mean, you
know"?
n she basically was like, i have been around lots n lots of addicts, your constant mood swings, always sweating, frequent bathroom breaks n when we're busy as shit at work, oh and your pupils most of the time"
i was like holy fuckin shit, this girl just pegged me down perfect n her i am all along thinking im one of the incognito junkies, but i think she is just good at spottin a user cuz i'd like to think i do a good job of leadin a double life
EDIT: ahhh, god damnit, that came out really long, i knew it would, no one's gonna read it now,
