aBurningFire
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2011
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i am on day four of an opiate withdrawel. I was taking the equivalent to about 90 mg doses of roxi 3 times a day i had also been snorting opana 40's.... morphine, heroin, percocets whatever.... basically i would get whatever i could find each day and take as much of it as i could...... anyway, i was doin that everyday for about the past 8 months and i dosed last on friday.... it is now monday evening and most of the physical symptoms are letting up.... but the depression in relentless... WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THE DEPRESSION?!?! i had been taking xanax and soma smokin bud (which i think is one of the best ways to get through it) to get me through past 2 and a half days days... but since ive run out ive been sooo depressed and anti social.... i had been saving 2 tramadol and a neurontin which i took about an hour ago and once i felt it kick in i smoked a bowl and i feel pretty fine now.... but when it wears off the depression will be back. what can i do to handle it.... i dont have access to anything except fiourocet immodium and claritin. it's the type of depression where i'm thinkin about doing things that are tradgically stupid.... and the people who i am around CANNOT KNOW that i've been using again.