I’ve been on ops for years every day a very maintainable amount most people don’t even know I’m on them buttons be been doing for so long a few in the morning a few in the eveningsYep.
Hell it seems I am in a constant state of withdrawal. If I din't assess/reasses my emotions, thought processes and responses throughout the day I would be in a world of hurt. Fu**ed up but decades of use can do strange things to a MF.
Feel a bit better today?
thx I needed to hear this the dumbest things and ancient memories make me super sad/emotionalYea i can remember crying to cheesy ass tv commercials during detox.
Completely normal.
What opiate, duration of use and dosage, if one doens't mind my asking?
Does it really ever get better? I've lost all ambition to do anything. Emotional....yes. Depressed....yes. How can I get out of this loop? Currently, I've been taking Suboxone to stave off withdrawals. Without subs, I found myself being hospitalized because I literally felt I was dieing. I've read so much on this site.....which has been a Godsend, but can't located a forum to where I'm at now.Yes that's entirely par for the course, it's the worst part of opiate addiction. Just hang in there man, it gets better, day by day.