I took my last oxy 2 mornings ago. I've read BL through and through and I know about Immodium, potassium and melatonin. I also have Lyrica and some powder Kratom. I can hardly stomach the toss & rinse when taking kratom! Omg its awful! I've taken some Aleve PM and I think I'm getting tired, but I'm terrified to go to sleep because I'll wake up in a little bit with insomnia and back spasms from hell. My back problems are what got me hooked on opiates in the first place, but I get spasms x10 when I try to detox. My people ran out of their supply and between me and 2 friends, we cannot find anything!! So I figured this is as good a time as any to stop since I've been desperately wanting to and I have no choice at the moment. I was taking 50-100+mg percs every day, depending on what I could afford. I just can't keep doing it. My addiction is hidden, my husband has no idea. But he is on my case about spending too much money (I get cash back from the store once or twice a day to avoid tracking the actual cash). Its been going on for almost 2 years, but mainly a full-fledged addiction for a year. I just need to talk about my story and hear advice from people with experience to keep me motivated and more importantly to not get more when they come around. Thanks guys! Its already a weight lifted off my shoulders just writing this!