I'm new to using forums and all that and didnt know where to start a new thread so im just going to place it here i guess with that said: I was addicted to opiates for 5 years typically taking between 100mgs to 200mgs daily of vicodin, Percocet, roxi's any opiate i could get my hands on to function the dose varied daily depending on what i could get my hands on. but with that said I've been clean from opiates for 66 days... i went cold turkey the day after thanksgiving bc I couldnt live that way anymore was hardest thing ive ever done.. my physical withdrawls have been gone for about 7 weeks and i have not craved them for over a month. .. well of course im a dumass and a girl came over tonight for a little something / something...... and she had some vicodins on her and we all know we are champs while on them so i took 35 mgs 2 hours ago and now im freaking out thinking im going to go thru hell again.. but am im overthinking this is??? after one night of using am i going to feel any withdrawl symptoms tomarrow or should i be ok since ive waited over 2 months to take an opiate again...
i was proud of going 66 days and i did it cold turkey and the 2 weeks of hell were horrible anyone that says physical withdrawls only last 3-5 days are fulling themselves mental carving's last 6 weeks but the gym twice a,day every day took carvings away.. but as u know wen u come off opiates ur stanima in bed sucks and i didnt wanna disappoint and waste my night in the process.. i have no plan on taking anymore tonight or anytime in the future was just worried since i was a heavy user for 5 years just dont wanna go thru hell again. but im also not going to be a "boyscout" the rest of my life but does anyone know how many consecutive days in a row i would have to go to get the physical dependence bak..if i took like 60 mgs every friday night for fun and took 6 days off would i be ok? and would my tolerance stay low???'
i was proud of going 66 days and i did it cold turkey and the 2 weeks of hell were horrible anyone that says physical withdrawls only last 3-5 days are fulling themselves mental carving's last 6 weeks but the gym twice a,day every day took carvings away.. but as u know wen u come off opiates ur stanima in bed sucks and i didnt wanna disappoint and waste my night in the process.. i have no plan on taking anymore tonight or anytime in the future was just worried since i was a heavy user for 5 years just dont wanna go thru hell again. but im also not going to be a "boyscout" the rest of my life but does anyone know how many consecutive days in a row i would have to go to get the physical dependence bak..if i took like 60 mgs every friday night for fun and took 6 days off would i be ok? and would my tolerance stay low???'