Pickledlemons
Bluelighter
day 12 now from suboxone and still cant sleep without at least 2mg of xanax. I was okay with this the first week but now I am deadly scared of benzo addiction.
day before Yesterday I tried seroquel and I had the worst nightmares of my life. all while still somewhat awake. A delirious state. I woke up feeling worse than not sleeping.
yesterday I went on a 2 hour walk trudging through snow in boots. I was sooooo exhausted. I thought that would do the trick. Hoped into bed at 7, tossed and turned till 11. Decided to take 500 mg phenibut. At least its not xanax I thought. tossed and turned till 1. finally caved and took the xanax..fell asleep by 2. Woke up at 7. Thats all I get...
I am desperate to sleep without drugs. At least with something less addictive than xanax. help!
day before Yesterday I tried seroquel and I had the worst nightmares of my life. all while still somewhat awake. A delirious state. I woke up feeling worse than not sleeping.
yesterday I went on a 2 hour walk trudging through snow in boots. I was sooooo exhausted. I thought that would do the trick. Hoped into bed at 7, tossed and turned till 11. Decided to take 500 mg phenibut. At least its not xanax I thought. tossed and turned till 1. finally caved and took the xanax..fell asleep by 2. Woke up at 7. Thats all I get...
I am desperate to sleep without drugs. At least with something less addictive than xanax. help!