Hey guys, I'm new to bluelight. I've always used it to search for info but i just signed up. Anyway since I was very young I've been struggling with tourettes, ocd, anxiety, pretty bad depression,ADHD, and frequent migraines. I have been to many different doctors and see a psychiatrist regularly. I was recently using Percocet for for a little less then a year. I know many people who have gotten addicted and even recovered and I'm aware of what it is like to get high on these things, and yes I've obviously done it before, but for the most part I just used it how I was supposed to, kinda specifically trying NOT to get high. Now the reason I'm really here is just to get some feedback on this. I've been on tons and tonnnnnsssss of different drugs (stimulants, anti-depressants, benzos...u get the idea) and nothing has ever really helped too much. Dont get me wrong some of them have improved my conditions, but nothing has really made too drastic of a change. However, the only thing that has ever helped me has been percocet or vicodin, and I don't mean it just made me not care cause I was high. I mean my issues were just completely non existstent. For example I went from getting like all d's and c's to all b's and a's in school, I could concentrate very well, I was calm and relaxed but I still had energy to do stuff, I was happy, never got migranes, my tics and compulsions basically went away (and that is a huge change for me, and probably the most difficult thing to deal with for me), my hand writing went from barely legible to looking like I printed it out from my computer and I was just much more organized overall. Now I haven't been taking them for a few months and I'm back to being "me" once again. I'm just curious as to why this might be. So if anyone knows of why this had such a positive effect on me and what I can possibly try to do to help with my situation. I'm well aware no doctor is just gonna prescribe me opiates especially for the rest of my life, but why does this work so well for me and what could have similar effects on me(even tho I know there's nothing else really like it otherwise everyone would be abusing that too lol).
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opiate question
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It's quiet simple, your mood, concentration and much more is all lifted from the euphoric effects from the hydro / oxy is really helping you ally because it's masking your anxiety (as it masks mine too) it makes the pain go away, and your depression is masked because of the temporary mood swing. It sound like the perfect drug for you. But too bad if u take that it will get u hooked then make your life even worse... Take my advice for it as I wish I had someone to tell me to stay away, but it's too late now for me. Atleast I have to struggle with the daily bs. If I can stir one person away from the drugs then I did my job. Try to learn to cope with anxiety a different way. For ur pain just try to take 800mg of ibuprofen or maybe a migraine medication that's not a narcotic, relpax? I believe works great