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open letter to old girlfriends

Doc_Rocksbay

Doc_Rocksbay

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Dear Ladies;
I'm sorry I lied
I'm sorry I cheated
sorry I wasn't there when you needed me
I'm sorry for being unable to grasp
the concept of us that you hoped would last
sorry I left you, but for different reasons
the world is cold and has only one season
Sorry I just wanted to help
by locking my door or kicking you out
It only helped to screw with your head
by making you vomit or longing for death
Sorry I said you might be the one
I have poorer forsight than tweekers with guns
sorry I always spoke down to you
it was just that I couldn't see from your shoes
I hope you are all well & things are just fine
hope none of you drowned your sorrow in wine
hope all of you found someone who loves
your mind & body more than anyone does.
Hope you didn't fuck just anyone you met
without any protection or self-respect
just always remember as I do at night
I really fucked up and you really were right
I'm a loser, a jerk, an asshole, and more
and I'm truely sorry about my being a whore
If only I could right all the wrongs I've caused
I'd give you back the virginity you lost
I'd take back all those things that I say
and to prevent reoccurance I'd just turn gay.
 
if there was ever one thing in this world that i wanted from my ex, one thing that could somehow compensate for all the pain he caused me over the years, it was just to have him someday admit the things that he did (for he still til this day denies them) and maybe, just maybe, for him to say he was sorry.
i always said to myself that if he was sorry for what he had done, then i would always take him back. that's how much i loved him. and he couldn't. that's why i had to let him go.
so i really, really respect you for writing this.
i'm a firm believer in, it's NEVER too late to say you're sorry.
[ 30 December 2002: Message edited by: E-girl ]
 
Doc_Rocksbay said:
sorry I always spoke down to you
it was just that I couldn't see from your shoes
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That was my favorite line..
This poem really hit me kinda hard.. I dunno why.. but thanks for writing it and posting it..
I like it a lot
 
Thank you so much for posting that Doc_Rocksbay.

After reading that the words that came to my mind were "You're forgiven"
You've captured what most women have wanted to hear from their ex's, and also captured a sense of closure for some of us.
 
It's not just the guys that fuck around though ^^

It's nice to see that some guys actually care though. I don't think there are too many.
 
What i like most about this, it signifies a growth in your and you were so open to share it with us all.

thanks :)
 
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