you could be forgiven for forgetting me
its been so long since i've been just around the corner
i feel forgotten.
not discarded, just not a part of your life anymore.
you still mean so much to me, but i've always made more of it then you.
at times i have felt your friendship to me was out of politeness.
though i always take the little things too seriously.
i let you down pretty serverly. i let myself down and you are right to
be disappointed by that. until you mentioned it, i had forgotten, or
put aside those dark days from the past. I even hate myself for letting
go, but if i hadn't it would still hold me back.
you dont want to discuss it. i can respect that, but let it be known it
frustrates me. the situation i'm in wont get any better if i dont talk
about it, and you, you who i feel close to, dont want to talk about.
i'm not sure if your just avoiding confrontation, but i think you
should not feel ashamed of saying your piece. you shouldn't be afraid
of hurting friends with your opinion, honesty is what makes good friends.
i have no write to say that, i broke your trust, but dont think i dont feel
ashamed.
you hold no photos of me anymore, so perhaps its time i took yours down.
i've moved away and you've moved on, but i'll give up on myself before
i give up on you.
all i am is my stories and a few selfless acts, everything else is a frustration,
a grab, a cheap smile. i'm an enigma even to myself.
with all i have to offer, what i have is an empty void. until i find something,
some time, someone worthy or at least caring to share it with.
all i have in the end is what i leave behind. without the friendships like yours,
there is no one to leave it to.
come find me.
its been so long since i've been just around the corner
i feel forgotten.
not discarded, just not a part of your life anymore.
you still mean so much to me, but i've always made more of it then you.
at times i have felt your friendship to me was out of politeness.
though i always take the little things too seriously.
i let you down pretty serverly. i let myself down and you are right to
be disappointed by that. until you mentioned it, i had forgotten, or
put aside those dark days from the past. I even hate myself for letting
go, but if i hadn't it would still hold me back.
you dont want to discuss it. i can respect that, but let it be known it
frustrates me. the situation i'm in wont get any better if i dont talk
about it, and you, you who i feel close to, dont want to talk about.
i'm not sure if your just avoiding confrontation, but i think you
should not feel ashamed of saying your piece. you shouldn't be afraid
of hurting friends with your opinion, honesty is what makes good friends.
i have no write to say that, i broke your trust, but dont think i dont feel
ashamed.
you hold no photos of me anymore, so perhaps its time i took yours down.
i've moved away and you've moved on, but i'll give up on myself before
i give up on you.
all i am is my stories and a few selfless acts, everything else is a frustration,
a grab, a cheap smile. i'm an enigma even to myself.
with all i have to offer, what i have is an empty void. until i find something,
some time, someone worthy or at least caring to share it with.
all i have in the end is what i leave behind. without the friendships like yours,
there is no one to leave it to.
come find me.
