dopiejay
Bluelighter
Once upon a time I couldn't get out of bed without smoking up first. I ran on the ganja. Couldn't keep it in my possession it would vanish.
Now I can hardly smoke it. I guess because it makes me go two ways: super anxious to start, but my mind is too muddled to do anything, and then shortly after I become lazy and unproductive.
I like my mind being sharp, attentive, always running and analyzing. Weed amplifies this but makes my mind run all over the place rather than keeping me centralized where I need to be.
I think when you get some things to focus on in life like in my case a girl, 2 kids and trying to build a career, then smoking at the end of the day becomes a necessity rather than a preference.
Now I can hardly smoke it. I guess because it makes me go two ways: super anxious to start, but my mind is too muddled to do anything, and then shortly after I become lazy and unproductive.
I like my mind being sharp, attentive, always running and analyzing. Weed amplifies this but makes my mind run all over the place rather than keeping me centralized where I need to be.
I think when you get some things to focus on in life like in my case a girl, 2 kids and trying to build a career, then smoking at the end of the day becomes a necessity rather than a preference.