LilithDevil81
Greenlighter
Hello all I am a 31 yr old female who was at one time addicted to crank/methamphetamine. I was a needle junkie for two years and on the 25th of this month I will be celebrating my two year sobriety. In the past two years I have been mostly sober although I have used meth and pain pills as well as benzodiazepines and I smoke marijuana regularly. I am Bipolar with a mood disorder as well as an anxiety disorder, currently I am properly medicated for my Bipolar Disorder and yet I have found myself self medicating with any drug I can get my hands on. I know my rein of terror the two years I was meth'd out is not a history I want to repeat and so far I have done good not getting strung out again and I am pretty sure I am in control of me and my actions. I am a firm believer in partying every now and again and as long as I don't go out chasing a buzz everyday I will be good to go and far from strung out. I was married for 6 years and he was an addict, it only took him one taste and he was hooked on it and strung out. He had an addictive personality and I let him drag me down with him, now that we are divorced I have found myself enjoying life more, experimenting when I can, and just looking to expand my knowledge and learn new things about drugs and maybe try new experiences.
