only blood will heal the wound

dig the knife in as deep as it goes and then just give it one more push. twist it in my back and bury lies upon lies. the last time that i swallow the hook. let the blood flow and drink my soul. take it all til theres nothing left of me. devour me whole. is it just as sick as it always was? just too blind to see the lust? never let your guard down , not even for a second. once you do your whole world views affected. you hand me the razor and i do the work for you. gouging out your name from chunks of my skin. and i just keep letting you push it farther in.

what does it mean when the cozy haze of ignorance is gone. was it ever really real or was i wrong. how do you live knowing the truth when you face me everyday? the soul reflections dirty and unclear. i dont know what im doing here. the sweet sticky drip dries to flaky ragged crust. its the only thing left i can trust.
 
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