one thing..

[crshnbrn200]

Oh god, I am falling back into this
when I want so much to run.
I can't escape, I can't hide
it destroys as it consumes
everything.

Give me just the moment, just one shining instant
where
it's me who inspires
who uplifts and fills
overflowing with life.
One brief instant.

Who do I deceive?
Only myself. I could never be
that one thing
which you cling to
find hope in.
If only you would....

Close my eyes, let me go blind
I don't wish to see what lay ahead
a barren future
a cold tomorrow.

All I ask is for that one thing
the one small thing to save me
from myself and all of my darkness...
Yet, I am consumed yet again.

The darkness lives
and it does so within me.

Forever............

 

[RareForm]

Give me just the moment, just one shining instant
where
it's me who inspires
who uplifts and fills
overflowing with life.
One brief instant.

nicely said. i'm with you.

 

[cherub]

I liked this, dark but yet well relatable

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

Who do I deceive?
Only myself. I could never be
that one thing
which you cling to
find hope in.
If only you would....

Pictures of ourselves we have in our minds are often the harshest, I'm there quite often myself.