PlurPsyed
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Not necessarily. I've often heard it used when referring to a situation when friends randomly fuck once and decide not to do it again
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Not necessarily. I've often heard it used when referring to a situation when friends randomly fuck once and decide not to do it again
Nah not going to do this until my head is sorted. All things being equal I would contact him but things aren't equal. My head's still a bit fucked up and I feel emotionally unstable right now. If I contacted him when I'm feeling week, he would likely sense it and I may end up feeling like a doormat. If I contact him I want to do it when I am feeling in control of myself. That way everyone just has fun and no one feels as though they've been fucked over.
I've exercised and eaten well today, I'm trying to keep my mind occupied-already I feel a bit better.
I think the key here is not to act hasty or make rash decisions when I'm feeling low. I can still have my cake and eat it, waiting a few weeks or a month until I feel better isn't going to change that.
It's like Futura originally said-I may find that the situation automatically resolves itself when I am feeling better.
And for the record I didn't know him, never met him before in my life.
futura2012
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Wow you really are my kind of girl LOL :D :D
seaofmonsters
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I've had this same situation -- hooking up with guys on E and then thinking about them way too much later. It's definitely irrational, and assuming you don't see this guy again, it'll fade in time. Just know that you're experiencing very normal after-effects of MDMA use.
In my case, I'd dwell on the night for a week or two afterwards, and then by a few weeks later it faded from my conscious thoughts entirely. I'd be lying if I said I don't still think back to those nights sometimes, but it's more about the euphoria than the guy now. MDMA has oxytocic properties, it chemically forces you to fall in love with everything. However it's just an emotion, and if you occupy yourself in other ways (work, school, friends) you can slowly start to take your mind off of it.
In my case, I'd dwell on the night for a week or two afterwards, and then by a few weeks later it faded from my conscious thoughts entirely. I'd be lying if I said I don't still think back to those nights sometimes, but it's more about the euphoria than the guy now. MDMA has oxytocic properties, it chemically forces you to fall in love with everything. However it's just an emotion, and if you occupy yourself in other ways (work, school, friends) you can slowly start to take your mind off of it.
futura2012
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^^ valid point. Looking back I am sure a couple of my girlfriends were chemical bonds. They feel real at the time however.
Post 2! welcome to bluelight by the way.
^^ valid point. Looking back I am sure a couple of my girlfriends were chemical bonds. They feel real at the time however.
Post 2! welcome to bluelight by the way.
Yeah I made this point before - ravers date fellow ravers. Can you imagine having a date both on MDMA? Man they'd be no awkward moments and just pure chemical bonding!
Until the drugs wear off and you realize just what kind of person you're really dating. Granted, that's always a great excuse to take a few more magic beans and roll again.
