Furnace
Ex-Bluelighter
Just one more time.
That's all I want.
One more moment to feel you.
To hold your tiny body close to me once more, where time can be frozen.
I never thought it would be this hard.
I'm just empty sometimes.
That's why I need people.
To help fill me up with something I don't have.
I thought it was love, but I was just killing a part of you.
The loneliest time is when I'm in the shower.
Alone and naked with my thoughts.
I want to wash all the ugliness and dependent parts of my body away, but there's no soap for the soul, yet.
I look in the reflection of my shaving mirror and see eyes wet from tears and water.
I want these next few months to be what you need.
I want to hold your hand when we walk. Because when you're gone to a place I've only read about, that's when I'll miss holding you the most.
I can't believe that I'm almost crying in this computer lab.
I must look like a fool.
I feel like one.
Because I let a love like this fade away.
[This message has been edited by Furnace (edited 21 September 2001).]
That's all I want.
One more moment to feel you.
To hold your tiny body close to me once more, where time can be frozen.
I never thought it would be this hard.
I'm just empty sometimes.
That's why I need people.
To help fill me up with something I don't have.
I thought it was love, but I was just killing a part of you.
The loneliest time is when I'm in the shower.
Alone and naked with my thoughts.
I want to wash all the ugliness and dependent parts of my body away, but there's no soap for the soul, yet.
I look in the reflection of my shaving mirror and see eyes wet from tears and water.
I want these next few months to be what you need.
I want to hold your hand when we walk. Because when you're gone to a place I've only read about, that's when I'll miss holding you the most.
I can't believe that I'm almost crying in this computer lab.
I must look like a fool.
I feel like one.
Because I let a love like this fade away.
[This message has been edited by Furnace (edited 21 September 2001).]
