Once it's over
you stop obsessing about all the bad
and remember only the good
you wish you could go back in time
you think if you try hard enough
you'll snap out of it, wake up
and everything will be how it used to be.
But you can't
because once it's over
it can't be undone
the words have been said and
they can't be unsaid
you can't put them back and
you can't pretend they're not there.
Once it's over
everything changes and
nothing is the same anymore
normal has ceased to exist
just
like
that.
Once it's over
you realize it doesn't matter who broke up with who
what matters is that you love someone...
but you can't be with them.
Once it's over
there a pain in your chest that feels like
you're being torn in two
a tightness in your throat that makes it
difficult to breathe
and a hollow in your heart where someone's love used to reside.
Once it's over
something inside of you dies
some part of you that you gave away freely
to another human being
a piece of your soul that has joined with another's
that you can never give back
but that will always belong to that person
and you in turn have a piece of their soul.
Once it's over
Us has died and
become You and Me once again
has been ripped in two, torn apart, ceased to exist.
I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss our memories.
I miss our future that now we will never have.
When you have shared so much of yourself with someone
how do you take yourself back?
How do you become You again?
How do you forget your first love?
Once it's over...
~kimmy.
you stop obsessing about all the bad
and remember only the good
you wish you could go back in time
you think if you try hard enough
you'll snap out of it, wake up
and everything will be how it used to be.
But you can't
because once it's over
it can't be undone
the words have been said and
they can't be unsaid
you can't put them back and
you can't pretend they're not there.
Once it's over
everything changes and
nothing is the same anymore
normal has ceased to exist
just
like
that.
Once it's over
you realize it doesn't matter who broke up with who
what matters is that you love someone...
but you can't be with them.
Once it's over
there a pain in your chest that feels like
you're being torn in two
a tightness in your throat that makes it
difficult to breathe
and a hollow in your heart where someone's love used to reside.
Once it's over
something inside of you dies
some part of you that you gave away freely
to another human being
a piece of your soul that has joined with another's
that you can never give back
but that will always belong to that person
and you in turn have a piece of their soul.
Once it's over
Us has died and
become You and Me once again
has been ripped in two, torn apart, ceased to exist.
I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss our memories.
I miss our future that now we will never have.
When you have shared so much of yourself with someone
how do you take yourself back?
How do you become You again?
How do you forget your first love?
Once it's over...
~kimmy.
