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On vacation... can?t enjoy it bc heroin!

Ekhnine8seven

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So I thought I was prepared for this trip to Panama City Florida , -brought a half g of h, 4 subs, and some go , also some gabapentin. But after the h ran out (1st day bc I knew I had to do it at night to wait 12 hours to take the sub the next morning.) I woke up, feeling like hell... took half a sub... waited THREE hours , still felt like garbage... took the other half ... felt DECENT... smoked some go... that only irritated the stomach issues. Finally walked down to the beach .... I started feeling bad again about 5 hours later ... I took 2gabapentin and that was honestly the best I?d felt since the h ran out. My history is , Opanas 3 years, sub doc for 2 years, then heroin these last 3 month , I don?t shoot it, only snort... the subs always worked so well with the Opanas but not touching this h... wondering if it?s my tolerance somehow still built up from taking subs for two years (2 8mg strips a day)?? Anyway... before I attempt to find the bad part of town and walk up to a random stranger for some h... what should I do to feel better and enjoy this trip with my family (they don?t know I?m back on h btw. Any help would b great.
 
Dude, I am so sorry you are going through this. Personally, I just got back from a week long vacation and I properly prepared for the time away from home. You really need to make sure you take enough or more than enough next time (I know you probably figured that out already). Also, I've always noticed that I need more, meds that is, as opposed to less when I'm away from home. Never fails! I'm sure it has something to do with one's comfort level. The truth is, as much fun as vacations are, they can also be stressful. Good luck!
 
OP, I used IV heroin for 21 years (with the methadone clinic twice), subs, and basically every opioid I could get my hands on (starting with pain pills in Jr Highschool, about 12 yrs old. I'm now 44), along with benzos. Now RXd roxy 15s and xanny bars (legit). I didn't believe this for years, but last month and this month loperimide (immodium) saved my ass when I run outta roxys early. I've been one loperimide for the past week, with 3 days to go before roxy refill, and I'm not sick. I don't feel shit, but I'm not sick either. I don't take 60 pills at once like some people recommend, I start with 12 and eat another 6 every hour until I feel better (takes and hour to start kicking in). YMMV, but they help me until roxy refill, and I've been doing huge amounts of opioids and benzos for many years. Hope this helps.
 
How are you holding up? I would hate being sick on vacation it?s my biggest fear. I have subs, gabapentin, and weed like you that?s it. It?s funny we?re in a similar situation but different place.
Gabapentin helps a ton
 
Yoo how are you doing man... I know the fucking struggle. TBH sounds like you werent using enough sub. How are you holding up? :/
 
You can always walk to a store and pick up some lope, if you're in a pinch.

It won't get you high, but it'll take away about 75% of your withdrawal symptoms.
 
Don't forget about headshop/gas station kratom either. Won't be as good as a quality red vein from a reputable vendor but its better than nothing.
 
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