longest sober stretch ever.
Yeah only done via distance to source.
But I dont have cravings really. Just regret and sadness, and a touch of confusion.
Nathan and I were kids when we got married. He is still on it and doing what he used to. I think I know what he went through when we broke up now, guilt and shame and grief. Also anger.
I sometimes wonder what would have been if we had have grown up
And had kids, lived normally. It would not have happened though.
I regret wasting years on drugs. I find it hard to fathom why I thought to go down that road at all. I think it was because I was lonely in a new city and met drug people first. It was normal to do drugs all the time.
Now, I cant relate to that. I think it has gone.
Yeah only done via distance to source.
But I dont have cravings really. Just regret and sadness, and a touch of confusion.
Nathan and I were kids when we got married. He is still on it and doing what he used to. I think I know what he went through when we broke up now, guilt and shame and grief. Also anger.
I sometimes wonder what would have been if we had have grown up
And had kids, lived normally. It would not have happened though.
I regret wasting years on drugs. I find it hard to fathom why I thought to go down that road at all. I think it was because I was lonely in a new city and met drug people first. It was normal to do drugs all the time.
Now, I cant relate to that. I think it has gone.
and hope that in my situation you would do the same.