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On the toilet I most love to...?

err.... just to have an easy, unstrained, full and complete movement, where i can sense the completeness of it, and not have that annoying feeling that there's a bit still left in, that just won't come out. :o :! Also one that ideally comes out as clean as a whistle leaving no trace behind, on my behind. :|

The extent of the problems with such basic bodily functions which most people of my age totally take for granted is not good. It's obviously all caused by Opi consumption. Sometimes if I don't want to have to spend 20 minutes straining away just to deposit a pellet the size of an acorn i will snort a sizeable line of any stimulant beforehand which helps massively, simply in order to be able to get the mission accomplished in less than five minutes. This is yet another point to add to the reasons to quit list. A list which i haven't even started creating yet, but really should do, and will make a start on it a minute, before I forget about it altogether and it will never get done.
 
Damn man, that is kinda sad to read,
Drugs should be used to enhance life and have fun, the day when drugs interfere to the point i need to snort stims to shit is the day when i knock things on the head

edit : lol my gf just added 'you sound like you need a good woman in your life to kick yer arse into shape! :P
 
yep, everything you and your g/f said is true. Any volunteers for the part your g/f added (he said over-optimistically) ? I will literally be a new man when this is done, and hopefully a much better one too.

The good news, from my point of view, is that i am psyching myself up for what will have to be my final, and on this occasion, successful opiate quit attempt. There can be no more relapses, days, weeks, months or years down the line.

My life is passing me by way too quickly and I am definitely not making the most of it. :|
 
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mydrugbuddy said:
yep, everything you and your g/f said is true.

The good news, from my point of view, is that i am psyching myself up for what will have to be my final, and on this occasion, successful opiate quit attempt. There can be no relapses days, weeks, months or years down the line.

My life is passing me by and I am not making the most of it. :|
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That's it mate, no time like the present, get yerself tapered down off all the crap yer taking, get a smartphone and get tinder and get out there n meet some women! life WILL pass you by if you don't make these changes soon, but I reckon you can do it!
 
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Cheers mate. Quite a few people have said similar things to me, that i have a lot going for me etc etc. If they have belief in me, i owe it to them (and myself) to believe in myself too.
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Yeah mate, i mean if you leave it any longer then you WILL run outta time, you are in the perfect age group to meet a freshly divorced woman who wants to have no strings fun! get yourself off the poisons, treat yerself better and go n get laid! it'll do ya the world of good!
 
ha. Yes i know it will. Kinda ironic though that Opis would help enable super stud performances which i very much doubt I'd be capable of otherwise. Especially in the immediate aftermath of quitting. :\

See how drug taking can kind of brainwash your mind, completely ingraining itself into every aspect of your life and thoughts, coming up with endless reasons, some genuinely good ones, others completely ridiculous, in order to keep on indulging.
 
Yeah mate, thats addiction for ya, your brain is trying to justify this indulgence that you know deep down isn't the right thing to be doing, but that crafty part of your brain is working overtime to create problems that will have the solution of MORE DRUGS lol

Mate one thing you will notice is coming off opi's you will have an insatiable need to fuck n cum lol, trust me! on the days i see my gf i dont use any opies so am in the beginning of withdrawal and omg i can knock em out like a 14 yr old could! lol, soon as i take opies the carnal desires subside!
 
I think I'll possibly be able to do it twice in 3 minutes when i do quit, and that isn't even something that i could do even when i was 14 years old lol.

Personally when i take opis the carnal desires do not subside very much, if at all, it's just that i'm totally unable to get any release from them (depending which opi it was and how much i took etc)

Sorry if this has gone well beyond the point of tmi, though the whole thread was always gonna be headed in that direction. :D
 
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