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Stimulants On the road of addiction?

SDforever420

SDforever420

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I started doing meth when i was 16 and i am now 18. I dont use it daily or even weekly most times. I probably go on 3 day binges 3 times a month. Sometimes more sometimes less. I use to feel very very bad about doin it cuz its the one drug my dad said never to do. But more recently i stopped feeling as bad about it. I have never bought my own its always been wit friends who are happy to share. Not many of my friends do it. But more and more are. And even more are thinkin about doin it. Thats my fear because the only thing stoppin me from doin it alot is my friends that dont do it. Im scared if they start ill do it more and more. I know i will cuz i do it ever time im around it. No matter wat. Am i on the road to addiction?
 
Simply.. yes, you are on the road to addiction. Stay away from the meth; it is too harmful on your body and life.
 
You're on the road to addiction and you're wiping out your dopaminergic neurons. IMHO, cut your losses and stop now. Find a less harmful drug to do recreationally.
 
SDforever420 said:
I like doin it tho. I can only stand it for a few days tho then i start to freak out. I cant see myself gettin addicted to it. But at the sametime thats a dangerous way to think about meth.
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Bold and underlined.

If you are already saying that... it is too late. You are addicted.
 
SDforever420 said:
I also said thats a dangerous way to think about meth. Does it help that i never go lookin for it? That it always finds me. I know wat it does to people trust me.
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You seem set in your ways... why are you even bothering to post? You came looking for opinions, you got them, you didn't like them; what do you expect now? Also, please explain what the word "wat" means.
 
how about you do this. use meth 2 times a month. or pick a number. and after you use it 2 or however many times per month when the opportunity comes up again turn it down. if you can do that then obviously you're fine, and NOT on 'the road to addiction' but as soon as you do give in, then you are technically on that road.


i actually had a friend ask me the other day if i wanted to smoke some H, and as good as it sounded i turned it down simply so i knew i could indeed say no. next time i might though lol. just set a number or an amount that you think is fine doing it, and don't go over that. also coming down might lead to redosing, which i would consider another use, and i'm sure its pretty tempting doing more meth while coming down from it if its right in front of you :|
 
Im sorry. I know your tryin to help and thank you. Deep down i know you all are right. I just dont want to admit it. It scares the hell out of me. I dont want to end up like my brother. And wat means what. Im just using it cuz im using my phone right now and its easier to type that way
 
I think he came here looking for different replies then what he got. We might all be dope heads and recovered dope heads but 98% of the people here are going to say "stay the hell away from meth".
 
SDforever420 said:
Im sorry. I know your tryin to help and thank you. Deep down i know you all are right. I just dont want to admit it. It scares the hell out of me. I dont want to end up like my brother. And wat means what. Im just using it cuz im using my phone right now and its easier to type that way
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well if you really think you're going to get addicted then don't do it AT ALL, but if you believe you can keep it in moderation (my post above) then go for it. drugs make life fun if used in moderation, but they easily take your life over as well. i doubt many hardcore drug addicts ever thought they'd get to be as bad as they came to be

good luck
 
SDforever420 said:
Im sorry. I know your tryin to help and thank you. Deep down i know you all are right. I just dont want to admit it. It scares the hell out of me. I dont want to end up like my brother. And wat means what. Im just using it cuz im using my phone right now and its easier to type that way
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Take your concerns to TDS (The dark side) area. You will find tons of non-judgmental support for your issues and problems. Talking to everyone in that section of the forum will really help; it helped me during my struggling moments. That's why we are all here! To help.
 
You are addicted to meth.

I once was where you are at. It will get worse if you continue.

But, some people just have to find this out for themselves.
 
Addictions hide themselves in many forms. An addiction is an addiction, is an addiction.
 
I started in 1995 by using meth once a month,never bought it,etc..by 1998 I found myself staying up for weeks at a time,shooting meth and hanging out with meth cooks,so I never bought it even then..Luckily now I am free from meth since 2008,and I was a heavy user from 96 or 97 till 2008 and I know what an easy path it is to get strung out on speed.Once you are strung out it is normally to late and you do not care by then.Avoid meth like the plague if you can..lotta dead friends of mine would probably tell you if they were alive to stay away ....sounds stupid to say that but I have seen a bunch of friends die and go to prison or both behind meth use...anyway it's up to the person to chose if they want to use meth or not..Just wanted to tell a bit about my chemical love-hate relationship I had with meth...
 
^^^ I have seen the same thing wit my family and friends. My dad has told of story after story about tweakers. Why that doesnt scare the hell out of of idk. But i also believe thats why im not addicted yet cuz i never ever forget about wat it can do to you
 
My once a year meth habit quickly turned monthly, then bi-monthly and now I'm doing it every weekend. I'm just as worried...
 
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