On love and choking...

[FoxyKel]

My mind is more messed up than I thought, my heart is much more bruised and yet I deny the truth of my jealousy 'cos I'm sick of feeling used. Waiting, hoping for a sign that what's forbidden can be mine, I just want what I can't have and it chokes me every time. Yet you continue to fuck with my mind and heart...It must be true that love is blind, 'cause we can barely see that what we are doing will tear us apart

 

[Raz]

...It must be true that love is blind, 'cause we can barely see that what we are doing will tear us apart

*sigh*

...Is true You never identify that the thing which is hurting you is the only thing you thought you valued, not until you've gone through a lot of pain anyways....it gets better though. Human beings are dumb animals, and we take a lot of kicks to the head to learn sometimes, but we do learn.

--Raz--

 

[FoxyKel]

I'm not sure I want to learn... and even if it hurts me, I'm sure the pain (if it ever comes) with be worth it when I consider the happiness this person brings to my heart.

Sometimes I just get confused and paranoid, I suppose... "My mind is more messed up than I thought..."

 

[neverwas]

My mind is more messed up than I thought, my heart is much more bruised..........................I just want what I can't have and it chokes me every time. Yet you continue to fuck with my mind and heart...

hun i feel for you so much...both heart and mind are difficult things to protect and keep in order...my present state of mind is in exactly the form u wrote about...it is always what we long for and what we want we cant have. in the process of tryin to control that we often mess ourself up even more *im speaking from experience there*

you have to look at the situation and look at what its doing to you. to your heart and your mind...if you think its worth it, worth the pain, the hurt, the torment, then at least take comfort in the fact you have this person in your life in some form...its better than not at all. cherish the relationship your have and that will give you all that u need.

ive said this in another thread but i feel i need to say it here to...what ever doesnt tear you down in life...can onl build you u stronger...

you will never go through more than you can handle.

*hugs* i hope you find the resolution you are searching for hun.

*stars*

 

[plazma]

Love is kind of like choking actually...

Universal truth.

Good work.

-plaz out-

 

[purplehaze.]

I think we've all been there. However, some risks are worth taking.