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....what community!

Not that I hold any of you accountable. That would be audacious. How dare I; you have your own lives to live and how presumptuous of me to think I would hold wick in even the outro. Still...5 months?

Well, a poem, then. No one gives a damn about poetry.


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How can I answer

My own questions

When
I can't even do the research



The library's burned to the ground

All the old journals were lost

In that first flood

In that second flood


Anyway, they're illegible

Through the tears



I can't hear the Earth

Through my toes anymore

The wind no longer

Sings to me

The rain is just cold water

The snow is no longer

And overturned treasure box

Of glittering diamonds




Just snow, wet and plain




The dancers in the fire

Have left, in search of

A brighter flame

Have left in search of

A brighter flame




I'm not getting older

Aging never worried me

I'm fading

Soon, I'll just be the Shadow

- Shadow? -

Who watches as you


Howl to the Moon, a twinkle in Her eye

Cleanse yourself in the waters of Her Sea

Giggle when the rays of the Sun kiss your skin, ever coy is He

Deliciously shudder, rolling in Her verdant fields

The intensity of Her colors exploding allwhere


When you think you see a shadow -

- Shadow? -

observing

From behind a tree

Near a shrub

By a rock

You light a match

The shadow

- Shadow? -

vanishes



And when the match comes to its end

The shadow

- Shadow? -

does not return




How can I if I don't have

The Answer?


And if I have no answers


Was I ever really here at all?


/SH

10/9/16

Georgia 5
 
I've been checking blogs every time I log on, hoping from another instalment from you & wondering why you haven't posted & how you are
Apologies for not actually transferring those thoughts from my head to your inbox
Love the poem, give a damn about poetry, but am more gripped by your life blogs
Your actual life is more important than my yearning to read more and I hope you're ok <3
 
Thank you - maybe I'll share a bit more poetry now & then. I appreciate you not taking my temper tantrum snark personally.
 
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