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On Being Called Crazy time after time...

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In the old days of the 50's there were permanent insane asylums for people who were crazy, or were once, or were thought to be by someone. Who knows? I'm sure some of them were, crazy ain't nuttin' but a state a mind; it has many forms in different people, some of them like the label some don't.

Then some medicines came out Lithium for manic-depressants and Thorazine for schizophrenia. These names meant something; they carry clout. Nowadays you get out of line you spend some days in the public maze of people who are crazy or maybe they just don't fit it. Their family's done got sick of puttin' up with livin' with them. And nowadays its based more on how your actin', how the wonder drugs that you could not do without (wink, wink, this stinks, the pills make little difference I just doin' what I want you to think you stupid shrink cuz you was at the bottom of your class; you see me three minutes a day then pass). I told them once muth.s ppl are allowed to think whatever they want; for societal purposes, it's not some label or what they think its how they act that you the police of societal conformity you think about.

In these places you meet all kinds of people and craziness states, ages and races. Last time I went, they had got to know me; they put me in the classy ward where things ain't all that hard. Going to this place 7 or however many times has taught me that chillin' with the homies isn't all that hard to do with an open mind some practice and nuttin' better to do. And a few of the fkers are the coolest people you'll ever meet; they comfortable in their skin with nothin' to lose and everything to win. And you'll see and here things that ordinary people would outright dismiss, strange things that happen "they" want you to miss. You want find out some of this stuff of the local syndicated paper, the dull evening news, or the syndication of cable. Cuz seeing real people who are locked up with not much but still happy and chill and sometimes cooler than fuck, makes the white bread pinks of this world who passively watch Hollywood slop whose morals are sure to turn your life into a meaningless but pitiful flop OMG BECKY look at them their not afraid to be poor and homeless and incarcerated based on a word hurled at them the callers of crazy. The honesty, the sincerity, the outbursts of small item charity--these are the very items the media trusting sheep realize they don't have and can't buy with their Mastercard. Worst of all, these virtues can't be taken away by some run down town full of certain overpaid clowns who jump on Oprah's sofa and fool themselves that they are in love with some young woman who undying romantic affection is hummin' but he doesn't know what that is look at him he's convinced himself he did. The dirty little bastard in everyone's mind is you stupid fool she married you for your millions or billions are whatever they use. But the look in her eyes makes me realize that she wants to try to love you anyway despite your self directed lies. He didn't make it easier for her aspiration to spontaneously happen by jumping up and down on her sofa el capitan. But money and fame had gone to his brain he had lost self perception his focus of love, and faith and wonderment lay deep within his body; very far from God but close to Oprah and fiancee girl in space-time perhaps but not body soul affection or love. I shall with this sentence complete this digression by adding that I know a guy on the internet once, maybe here maybe there, been to his possibly once...this happened for years and I am by no means certain that this individual is in every instance the same but coincidences without explanation don't usually happen and learn a person's writing style and the nature of the tone and the word choice with which they debate you.

A word pops up from many at me on the computer screen: CRAZY. Are they referring to moi? Of course, silly ever since someone posted a newspaper article on here with your real name not withheld for reasons not disclosed you are not anonymous. Hence, a real but small picture of my face as my avatar silly OMW he's crazy. Don't know if you've noticed, but I ain't never said I'm not. I know and have for years realized this your one word opinion de mi de tu. Crazy comes and crazy goes and I am actually so motherfucking crazy that even the semi-crazy sly fox people think I'm crazy while I sit at home generally not lifting a finger. Cuz if I am crazy I'll stay right on top, it gives you an advantage. You get to watch over the flock who'll follow your lead eventually when you show them that you generally delete one or two deeds to alter a situation and make it much safer than it does on er paper.

Certain altered states of consciousness fall under the crazy umbrella (remeber, technically, as long as eat a handful about 12 pills and act like they are a life saver and the doctors make so big a difference; and I am getting along ok; in this instance in my jurisdiction falls not what other people think (he's crazy) or what the doctors say (my diagnosis is...wait a sec, does this matter?) but rather non-violent, socially appropriate, non-unsettling acts of behavior that while acting only as a vermeer for the unconvential innovator within allow me to move about in public as if nothing is wrong. And be polite to the doctors; if possible and with me its easy see the list of more than 5 prescription drugs that I mainly take now that I get them virtually for free and if you give me a pill and even if it's just a mild downer, the contraption starts yelping eat me! and I do. That's what pills are for.

As long as things are going forward with innovations new IUPAC names then it's ok. If it gets stagnant then people ain't happy even the large number of them that want no progress. But believe it or not, time will march on with an inexorable swath. As far as I am concerned with God as my leader, we'll do anything new at all as long as it's not evil; for example, we could sell Jimmy Neutron: Boy Genius portable neutron bomb cases in Toys R Rus and the pinks wouldn't ask questions. After all, they stay informed 24/7 television news, buddy.
The ones with even more money than average (if you still have the poor person's illusion that money will make you happy, then I sincerely hope you win the lottery by Shirley Jackson--lol, that was a joke) consider and brag about their intellectual prowess upon reading the latest fictional, no vocabulary word over 8th grade level John Grisham novel, who can now write one in about 3 hours. I once read that the Jewish run movie industry is located near some town I drove right past this year without stopping by the name of the type of wood used to crucify their predicted newly adult king and spiritual advisor. Nice touch, guys, then you have the nerve to print a totally (well prolly a little less than 1/2 Christian book to give to gullible white people who aren't used to tricky people like us); instead of telling the Christians that Jesus whose teachings were far from choate yet died b/c he was executed by a small cabal of Jews' decision along with customary Roman nimrod hoodwinkery and some guy who almost felt guilty but went along with the authorities, you [collectively pukes in sync with the late Kurt Cobain] convince them that he died for their sins [God forgives sins not unlawful execution] and that it was what he would have wanted [isn't Satan the sometimes police officer of Jewish descent; I know Hitler was one of the most famous Jewish leaders in the last 100 years]. I don't dislike anyone really. I must say, you are an entertaining bunch who have no doubt entertained God for years on end beyond most other races due to the sheer boldness yet outright wretched wickedness of your deceptive and clever beyond belief message to the white heathens who are to blame in large part by (1) they asked you who killed Jesus instead of reading the original text and looking up the meaning of the San Hedron council; when asked you merely diverted its thrust with an answer that while untrue could be less easily overthrown (2) they didn't realize that the Catholic/Roman/Greek destroying/Nimrod invaders/couldn't tell a good story if they ripped off the best in the world had teamed up with you to publish an insightful, at times magical, timeless, religious book originally intended for Jews by Jews about Jews with an addendum of The Gospel told by 4 people or so who had been in on the short lived scene which might have added a chapter or two that we don't have about the teachings Jesus would have made had he not been murdered. Now there are continents of white Christians who were long ago instructed that the most religious book for the Jewish race's collective subconscious is the *only* book allowed the admittedly primitive, all too gullible whites AND that this book is/was originally CHRISTIAN. Now de facto and by default it is the only book that they try so hard to understand without realizing there are many, many holy religious truth filled books some of which are highly more suited to certain races than to others.
Their churches which primarily reflect the affluence, size and gift giving habits of its congregation reflect a willingness to appear to fit in somehow with these other people; the churches themselves many of whom are not shy about flaunting their willingness to show off on their building eschew the poor and the needy. I bet somewhere Jesus is tickled pink with that one; can these people read a book of non-fiction even a section? I don't doubt that Jesus was the Son of God; however, as you well know and on which point I agree with you, nowhere in the ancient texts does it tell you to pray to anyone but God. God is said to be an unseen spirit with no correct name a creator who by uttering a word began the universe. Certainly Jesus was/is very close to God and one of the three of one set of the two major Trinities in mainstream world relgion. However, if someone approaches you and says Hi, my name is so and so and I am God and you see them, then they aren't the ultimate unseen un-nameable God. Therefore, you do not pray to anyone but the only one or worship anyone but the only one. The white people over hear are naive enough to think you're their friends who would never snicker at them behind their back. If asked what a neutron was or could be made to do, they will tell you of course that he was once Speaker of the House.
If you want you can start selling the portable cartoon trademark neutron bomb on sale at Steinmart and Publix; I ain't gone try to stop you or care. After all, an explosive device like a chemical object is devoid of intrinsic good or evil properties. Each can be used for malicious or harmlessly exciting purposes if treated with care. Hell, let's sell 'em across the border in South Carolina at the fireworks outlets and of course at the Savannah River Site.

People like us don't lie to or manipulate our "friends" because we have located the Promised Land and now it's their turn, right. Of course, the Chinese and the Japanese are financing the diabolically expensive preventable Israeli initiated war in Iraq (because in the book we wrote and gave to these illiterates thousands of years ago you can plainly see that GOD direct quote despises that our neighbor country to the north with its vast oil reserves, ancient civilizations, better esoteric texts than ours although the Kabbalah is ok with some imaginary thinking, and Persian rugs that we could quadrupule the profits on to the white Americans if we just for example called them Rugs of Christ and had one put in every different of their over 100 and counting Protestant sects each of which has been focusing exclusively on Jesus which is close to God but no cigar and when you knew better and we both know it. The only way they would ever know anything is if someone of Fox TV told them, but who would pay the large bill for delivering a message on valuable licensable FCC regulated air time?

Prayer Suggestion: Although we realize that we did in fact pretty much murder our almost old enough to be king, artfully redirect all blame, introduce redundant nonsensical explanation for the occurance, use his name and create a new religion which mostly consists of our old timeless stories but aren't gonna make a lot of sense to these, add on a few second hand highly redundant accounts of what happened the first couple of days Jesus got started on his teachings, teaming up with the Catholic Church european capital of this new 100% titular CHRISTIAN religion; actual content hovers not more than 40%; the forty percent that is there has some very promising quotes but not nearly enough to start a new relgion; furthermore and quite subtly we quitely led the Christians whose land we covet and whose relgious and political views they have been lapping up for almost 2000 years based on one and only one book they'll never read that we pulled out of a library; it was in the ancient law and family history section; the nimrod Roman rebellious angels didn't like monastery life in the new Catholic state but some did; the most successful nimrods moved on to America where they ride Harley motorcycles and demonstrated the optionality of food for higher up non human beings and took methamphetamine to a new level or art and science.
By slightly letting them come close to the secret power of our religion who relies on a being whose name by definition cannot be argued over and if you see will not be him unless you are experiencing a truly rare but if he felt like it kind of event, but not correcting a detail that just so happens to be God's number one pet peeve (You shall have no other Gods before me; There is no God but God. etc.). Most of them have and will continue probably to pray to Jesus and worship Jesus. The Jews are too smart to be doing that; they've read the fine print many times, perhaps even wrote it. By remaining invisible and with no acceptable name, God can weed out those who demand some or any kind of proof such as that vast majority of Christians who saw and heard of the living, breathing messiah and latched onto that like the Jews in the desert a man named Aaron and a Golden Calf named Baal. By doing so, they have thus far compeleted missed out on God's blessings, miracles and wisdom.

I don't hate any religious or ethnic group except for Christian Scientists and would they repent from their double talking blasphemy see the light and promise to call 911 for an ambulance if and when a loved one appears to be dying, then maybe we sit down and discuss somethings about the nature of suffering, sin and disease in the actual world since the introduction of death and disease which actually did occur in the Garden of Eden near Iraq a long time ago. They do not believe this occured. If you're gonna start your own religion that boldfacely denies what Genesis the first chapter says, please have the decency to name your new cult something other than "Christian Science."--Not Christian, Not Science, a silly little book about how a bunch of blasphemists join together to repeat their script entitled, "Make-Believe: How we wish it was but it isn't; the truth scares us so much that we will stand up here and boldface lie to ourselves and to others even though no one will believe this." END TRANSMISSION.

IF THE ABOVE POST DOES NOT PROVE TO CERTAIN INDIVIDUAL THAT NOT ONLY IS HE RIGHT THAT I AM IN FACT CRAZY BUT IN ALL LIKELIHOOD CRAZIER THAN ANY OF YOU AND WILLING TO HIGHER TO MAINTAIN MY POSITION IF NECESSARY, then it was just another diatribe aimed at the Jewish people reminding them that if you sin you must repent and begin again if God likes your plans and you're honest the why can't you drive the Protestants back to Western Europe and claim the Promised Land, clearly America. He likes you! Be honest! Tell God what you really want and you will probably get it. Yes, I see your designs but I'm not really judging you wrt. the former Speaker of the House issue, after all it didn't me (winks); if those people can be tricked what 4x or 5x then they will never think for themselves or be good rulers. As for the true meaning of the Hollywood reference lost on all but clear to me; you gave yourself away with that one. I ain't stoopid.

Merely being a so called crazy person is not enough. You've got to be the most mothefucking smart, databank having, mind reading, people manipuating, drug I want I get getting, experienced, utterly unpredicable, not afraid to cause a scene, truth exposer, observant, polite, kind, strong willed, good intention having, biscuit sucking fucking motherfuckeR!!!

This thread contains words and only words. It is to be submitted to the Words category. In the beginning, God said Let there be light! And there was light and the word. And the word was God. Enjoy and good night.
 
This diatribe can only be described as manic truth. I would have to completely agree with the first part, bashing society's conception of normalcy and the hypocrisy that is the foundation of modern Christianity. But I'm afraid that my insanity veers off into other, unrelated venues after that point that I have more expertise in. Good show, and good voice.
 
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