Juicygirlforlife
Bluelighter
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- Oct 12, 2021
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Tried meth for first time Monday evening. Only drug I've ever done was smoke a little weed here and there. But I don't likenit. It makes me feel all blah and down. I've always been a drinker...alcohol is my thing ans I love that buzz! I'm a happy energetic gal when I drink....so...there's that bit of history.
Anyway, I Crushed a shard about the size of a grain of rice and snorted. Didnt know what was enough...just knew to go small the first time.. it burned like shit, just like I'd read about. Nasty nasal drip, just like I'd read. I felt....nice? I was happy and giggly but relaxed. Was fine rest of night. Was asleep by 3 a.m. which is nothing new for me. Next morning did another line, same amount. Had an amazing productive focused day at work. I'm a new job and daily still ask how to do something I've been doing because I forget or my brain isn't focused. Best day I've had at work since I started in August. Was fine all day, no appetite. Drank alot. Wanamaker till 345am. This morning same thing, but a bit bugger shard(no scales so not sure exactly). Well, more meant way more nose burn and idk if I jabbed my nose with the straw or if it was the meth but my nose started bleeding and my eyes poured water. But it was all over in a couple minutes. All great, felt it pretty quickly(cause it was more??) But, today I had severe dry mouth until around 4pm then it was like I started producing saliva by the buckets yall! Caught myself all through the day moving my tongue throughout my mouth and knawed my bottom lip, to the point tonight the tip of my tongue and my bottom lip and the inside of my mouth all feel sore! Wth! The lip chewing isn't so much a new thing. But I have never tongue my mouth the way I have today

and now it's sore. My jaws even hurt. Any ideas why this may have happened and what I can do to not do it again

It's almost midnight and I'm getting sleepy so thats a good thing huh?
Did I mention my damn mouth hurts????
Anyway, I Crushed a shard about the size of a grain of rice and snorted. Didnt know what was enough...just knew to go small the first time.. it burned like shit, just like I'd read about. Nasty nasal drip, just like I'd read. I felt....nice? I was happy and giggly but relaxed. Was fine rest of night. Was asleep by 3 a.m. which is nothing new for me. Next morning did another line, same amount. Had an amazing productive focused day at work. I'm a new job and daily still ask how to do something I've been doing because I forget or my brain isn't focused. Best day I've had at work since I started in August. Was fine all day, no appetite. Drank alot. Wanamaker till 345am. This morning same thing, but a bit bugger shard(no scales so not sure exactly). Well, more meant way more nose burn and idk if I jabbed my nose with the straw or if it was the meth but my nose started bleeding and my eyes poured water. But it was all over in a couple minutes. All great, felt it pretty quickly(cause it was more??) But, today I had severe dry mouth until around 4pm then it was like I started producing saliva by the buckets yall! Caught myself all through the day moving my tongue throughout my mouth and knawed my bottom lip, to the point tonight the tip of my tongue and my bottom lip and the inside of my mouth all feel sore! Wth! The lip chewing isn't so much a new thing. But I have never tongue my mouth the way I have today






Did I mention my damn mouth hurts????