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[CrushEntity]

Hello everyone. I’ve been a blue light spectator for many years now. Silently scrolling for advice and anecdotes when needed. This site has a plethora of information and I’m extremely grateful for its existence and for all if you. A little bit about myself I’m an artist living in Chicago. I’ve been a heroin addict since 1999 and a drug addict in general since 1994. Theres only a few drugs out there that I haven’t had a long standing addiction to not counting all these crazy “gas station” drugs or derivitives I guess is a better term. Cocaine, crack, booze, ketamine, phenobarbital, lsd, hash, herb, Molly, ex, speed, xanax, klonopin, Ativan, temazapem, Valium, lorazepam, mescaline, mushrooms, peyote, Ritalin, Adderal, oxycontin, oxycodone, roxy, morphine, opana, Lortabs, Vicodin, Norco, tramadol, dilaudid, codiene, liquid Vicodin, speedballs, soma, haldol, Seconal, quaaludes, nitrous, methadone and the list goes on but you probably get the point. I’ve been a walking science experiment since 13 or 14. Today I’m in recovery but the road has been rocky for sure. My life and lifestyle has allowed me to earn 2 college degrees but also be in and out of jail, homeless and in the psyche ward as well as dead twice. I’ve been on Suboxone now pretty much for the last 5 yrs. recently I, as well as my GF, started taking the generic form manufactured by Dr Reddy’s. Both of us have not felt right and the company does have red flags that pop up as far as recalls and concerns raised regarding their facilities. I’m curious if anyone else out there is experiencing any similar issues? I’ll find the proper thread to put that question as well but this prompted me to open an account so I figured I’d get right down to it. I look forward to being part of this community as well as passing my experiences on so that maybe I could help raise awareness in regards to addiction, harm reduction and recovery to those interested. Hit me up for good vibes and bad advice. Cheers.

-C.

 

[Cheshire_Kat]

Welcome to Bluelight, CrushEntity. We're glad that you took the time to sign up and make your first post and hope that we see you posting on Bluelight real soon with those questions. If you have any questions as how to find information or where you might find something don't hesitate to ask. Someone will be around and point you in the correct direction.

 

[CrushEntity]

Thank you.

 

[Amarie224]

Quaaludes. Now that's something I always wanted to try. Guess I was too young for them? Cuz I never heard of them till I got a bit older and that was just people talking about them

 

[CrushEntity]

Think Xanax and ambien rolled into one with a slight mdma kick. I don’t think they can even be legally prescribed anymore in the us. Still widely available in Africa and Mexico. You didn’t miss much. Soma has a similar feel.