Waffle Sock
Bluelighter
So, I'm trying to court this cordial, blonde woman who's 19yrs older than me. She's very youthful in appearance. (I initially thought she was no more than 8 years older than me. I was really shocked when i discovered her true age.) Its hot because it seems as if it should be forbidden to text/physically flirt with each other. We encounter each other twice a week because of this class I take. What initially attracted me to her was, in order of importance, her face, her body, smile, and her super chill demeanor and the way she carries herself. Then, after interacting with her, I began to notice that she would almost always ask my approval or permission to do otherwise trivial things as if she longed to take direction from me - which I found hot ime. Also she would only greet me at the beginning of class with a cute "Hi, Waffle Sock" accompanied with a gorgeous smile. Eventually I approached her after the class and told her how i feel about her and we exchanged numbers. It was theatrical. Then followed a period of us trying to "read" each other. After some impersonal texts and physical encounters with her, I discovered that despite the obvious mutual attraction, she was apprehensive about me pushing for the cliche serious relationship..and too fast. I actually want the opposite- just casual fun/hang out etc-which I expressed to her, Which she responded in favor of. I get the notion that she may have been recently involved in at least 1 serious relationship. But I avoid initiating such subjects, especially at the moment. So, here I am now, trying to break through this emotional shield that women have and establish a more fluent rapport. Im used to dealing with young airhead floozies so What makes her different is her homely, sweet personality and age difference..but that doesn't effect my approach; Im still bold, laid back, and stubborn. The thought of making out with her seems really exotic: Im a ripped, young black stud and shes a middle-aged blonde who wears glasses and has a very nice petite body. I've noticed that the age difference has very little [negative]effect on our interactions if any. She doesn't know that i know her age. I saw it on a class document. But it's obvious that she's older than me. Im looking forward to breaking this "touch barrier"(touching hands, big hugs, face touching etc) very soon so i can get to the point. I really haven't felt like this since a teenager in grade school.
