MrLovaLovammmmmm
Bluelighter
i got bored tonight and decided to write this. please excuse the suckyness before hand. i was never one for grammer nor english class as a whole for that matter
"that feeling, you know, running all through your body... in your heart in your mind, racing thoughts of that hottie...you got me. found your way back in my life and once again i am happy... youve entrapped me, singing songs, got me sappy, someone slap me... this just cant be, cant describe exactly what it is thats happening to me...
thought all along you were gone, took my soul and fucking jacked me... but wait see, its not like last time no way see, shes in my past now, so maybe its time for you to up and repay me... this new girl owns today, has tomorrow and every other day if she were to say... last time quickly turned to dismay though, and everyday i pray, this time doesnt turn out that same way...i dont think i could take that much pain ever again... that mistake that turned to hate, guess she was much too clever in the end...
so is this fate, intervening, have i truly found my soulmate? and built a foundation you cant dent and not so easy to break? but things are going at that same familiar rate, kind of like nasty habits that i just cant seem to shake, falling in love as easy as sliding some cheese over a grate...
but this feeling for her, so different, no not fake, something i could never been able to escape... i dont want to let you go, and keep you locked up in a crate... just let you flow, then ill know, sooner or later if we can grow... from a sappling to a tree, making me feel complete, happy and whole... that level of plateau, higher above love, transcending all that we know...but im petrified that this ocean is once again nothing but shallow and no deeper we can reach, no deeper we can go... will you embrace me this time or look upon me as an old foe, hold me back, make me live my life only by myself, solo? this feeling, you suck, wish you were able to get picked up and repoed, thrown away with the garbage, made to suffer nice and slow...
but then life would be empty, till im all gray and old... then again, so ive been told, things always work out in the end... so for dear life ill hold onto your feeling and not begin to fold... sit atop my scaffold and behold what exactly i have, so precious and beautiful that you resemble pure gold... then again no not gold, for it has a pricetag and can be sold... you are different although like gold, i can mold you into something more meaningful... can withstand a long cold... pardon me to be bold, as clichish as it is, i have strolled, into this feeling thats nothing short of priceless even if the outcomes are worthless and met with scolds... in due time youd confess those times made you stronger and less selfish... and althought hellish you would not trade them for the best, of anything in the world...
these feelings they will never rest, and although always a welcome guest, cannont be pressed into a pill you ingest, so please do not protest... what ive found stems from whats beating beneath my left breast, like a test its come back but this time not to be taken in jest...
hopefully this time i wont need to mend from what ive recieved...i have found you again, welcome back long lost friend..."
"that feeling, you know, running all through your body... in your heart in your mind, racing thoughts of that hottie...you got me. found your way back in my life and once again i am happy... youve entrapped me, singing songs, got me sappy, someone slap me... this just cant be, cant describe exactly what it is thats happening to me...
thought all along you were gone, took my soul and fucking jacked me... but wait see, its not like last time no way see, shes in my past now, so maybe its time for you to up and repay me... this new girl owns today, has tomorrow and every other day if she were to say... last time quickly turned to dismay though, and everyday i pray, this time doesnt turn out that same way...i dont think i could take that much pain ever again... that mistake that turned to hate, guess she was much too clever in the end...
so is this fate, intervening, have i truly found my soulmate? and built a foundation you cant dent and not so easy to break? but things are going at that same familiar rate, kind of like nasty habits that i just cant seem to shake, falling in love as easy as sliding some cheese over a grate...
but this feeling for her, so different, no not fake, something i could never been able to escape... i dont want to let you go, and keep you locked up in a crate... just let you flow, then ill know, sooner or later if we can grow... from a sappling to a tree, making me feel complete, happy and whole... that level of plateau, higher above love, transcending all that we know...but im petrified that this ocean is once again nothing but shallow and no deeper we can reach, no deeper we can go... will you embrace me this time or look upon me as an old foe, hold me back, make me live my life only by myself, solo? this feeling, you suck, wish you were able to get picked up and repoed, thrown away with the garbage, made to suffer nice and slow...
but then life would be empty, till im all gray and old... then again, so ive been told, things always work out in the end... so for dear life ill hold onto your feeling and not begin to fold... sit atop my scaffold and behold what exactly i have, so precious and beautiful that you resemble pure gold... then again no not gold, for it has a pricetag and can be sold... you are different although like gold, i can mold you into something more meaningful... can withstand a long cold... pardon me to be bold, as clichish as it is, i have strolled, into this feeling thats nothing short of priceless even if the outcomes are worthless and met with scolds... in due time youd confess those times made you stronger and less selfish... and althought hellish you would not trade them for the best, of anything in the world...
these feelings they will never rest, and although always a welcome guest, cannont be pressed into a pill you ingest, so please do not protest... what ive found stems from whats beating beneath my left breast, like a test its come back but this time not to be taken in jest...
hopefully this time i wont need to mend from what ive recieved...i have found you again, welcome back long lost friend..."
