So the last time I wrote in this thing I was pretty fucking stoned. Hmm...
Well now lets see... my actions post, post went as so... sat around for a few days smoking pot and buying weird shit on the internet with my newly alloted monies... decided that I had enough money to buy a few dilaudid and not risk being broke for the rest of the week.... Bought a few of those...didn't feel shit the entire two days I'd had them and ran out and went back on suboxone. I've just drank about 3 pints of wine, never drink so I'm pretty buzzed... I can hear the people who live above me pounding away on the floor...hopefully they cant hear me b.c my music is pretty loud... I've decided that Im wayyy too pretty to be such a fucking loser pounding away on her computer day after day.... I'm seeing my ex on wednesday...hes so fucking cute....god, im desperate! this is the most pathetic blog i've written thus far.... so funny just as I wrote that line, pantera sang "can hear those violins playin your sooong..." woooow, ironic, eh? So my grandma just woke up, had to help her w/ the restroom, hence the reason I'm awake at such an hour... Gosh I wish I had a normal life sometimes, oh well, can't win them all now can we? Currently listening to cute without the 'e'(cut from team) by TBS, hmm...wish i was at a concert...might not feel the shame I feel now..... I can't explain this recent emotion...perhaps I'm "bipolar" haha, yea right, what a cop out...I hate people who label themselves, even with psychological disorders, geeeze, accept that you're weird sometimes and move on!
Well now lets see... my actions post, post went as so... sat around for a few days smoking pot and buying weird shit on the internet with my newly alloted monies... decided that I had enough money to buy a few dilaudid and not risk being broke for the rest of the week.... Bought a few of those...didn't feel shit the entire two days I'd had them and ran out and went back on suboxone. I've just drank about 3 pints of wine, never drink so I'm pretty buzzed... I can hear the people who live above me pounding away on the floor...hopefully they cant hear me b.c my music is pretty loud... I've decided that Im wayyy too pretty to be such a fucking loser pounding away on her computer day after day.... I'm seeing my ex on wednesday...hes so fucking cute....god, im desperate! this is the most pathetic blog i've written thus far.... so funny just as I wrote that line, pantera sang "can hear those violins playin your sooong..." woooow, ironic, eh? So my grandma just woke up, had to help her w/ the restroom, hence the reason I'm awake at such an hour... Gosh I wish I had a normal life sometimes, oh well, can't win them all now can we? Currently listening to cute without the 'e'(cut from team) by TBS, hmm...wish i was at a concert...might not feel the shame I feel now..... I can't explain this recent emotion...perhaps I'm "bipolar" haha, yea right, what a cop out...I hate people who label themselves, even with psychological disorders, geeeze, accept that you're weird sometimes and move on!