So I was supposed to start yesterday but well my last horrah turned into quite a big one indeed. Drank massively did opiates (H included) so this is going to be rough :/. However this is something I am doing for me so that gives me hope. I dont have any plans to quit the psychedelics at this point in time though, but i don't view them as bad anyways.
Learned today that my appointment with the GID specialist tomorrow is most likely not going to happen as I dont have a ride do to get there. This is a huge bummer but I cant let it effect my state of mind and I am just going to have to try again.
Possible triggers I've noted: Friends doing drug around me/ getting stressed/ social situations that I would normally use in/ and Gender issues sober might cause a relapse if I am not careful as they are hard to deal with on a sober mind.
I might be going to hang with a friend and I know alcohol will be ever present but I think I got this
Thats it for the day
Time sober: 18 hours
Peace And
!!!!
Learned today that my appointment with the GID specialist tomorrow is most likely not going to happen as I dont have a ride do to get there. This is a huge bummer but I cant let it effect my state of mind and I am just going to have to try again.
Possible triggers I've noted: Friends doing drug around me/ getting stressed/ social situations that I would normally use in/ and Gender issues sober might cause a relapse if I am not careful as they are hard to deal with on a sober mind.
I might be going to hang with a friend and I know alcohol will be ever present but I think I got this
Thats it for the day
Time sober: 18 hours
Peace And
!!!!