oh

[mashead testing]

I hate me
and theres nothing you can do about it
I hate the things that I see
and the way things have always been
I dont like to be alive
need constant help
and lost my will to strive
where now
But you cant always live
in such a way that everything you give
never gets repaid
everyone you meet ends up mislaid
I have nothing
I feel nothing
I am nothing
its true
Feeling pain as I do
throwing everything away
and for what
what is the need for all this
I do as I please
please myself
but really I just tease myself
no more cries for help
Been here before
will be here again
when will this end
this is shit and I dont even know why I wrote it im gonna stop there because its pointless me carrying writing .
i give up

 

[mashead testing]

Fuckabunchamood swings.

 

[nephil]

it really gets better, and you know this.
You are a star!
Here is one back

 

[nvr2old]

Yeah mood swings are a BITCH.*******

 

[harraser]

I get mood swings like this, pain in the arse really, laughing one minute, screaming the next. ahh well it keeps life interesting *hugs* things always get better, thats what I tell myself. sometimes i even beleive it.

 

[titania]

*hugest ever hugs and so much love to you sweetie*

 

[E-girl]

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards."-- Soren Kierkegaard