I blacked out due to alot of temzapam and now my boyfriend calls my a 'black out squirrel' and thinks I cheated on him. He thinks this because I have hickies but they were there before and caused by him! He doesn't believe this though and now claims that he gets to black out and do something 'squirrelly'
I didn't plan on blackin out and Ive said I was sorry numerous times. I was with a girlfriend when I was blacked out and she said I didn't hit or do anything with anyone and that I was just runnin into shit. She also said I was crying cause I couldn't find my boyfriend(who was passed out from the benzos at our apartment). What do I do? Its making me feel really depressed that he cant trust me(I mean I know I was blacked out but I love this kid and I would never cheat or risk our relationship).
I didn't plan on blackin out and Ive said I was sorry numerous times. I was with a girlfriend when I was blacked out and she said I didn't hit or do anything with anyone and that I was just runnin into shit. She also said I was crying cause I couldn't find my boyfriend(who was passed out from the benzos at our apartment). What do I do? Its making me feel really depressed that he cant trust me(I mean I know I was blacked out but I love this kid and I would never cheat or risk our relationship).