OH MY GOD ( my old H post)

[Luv691]

I was reading over the posted I started about heroin. ALL Ican say is you people are nuts!!! I was sharing what my time was like THAT IS ALL>> I am not blaming shit for shit!!! Can anyone hear that..I was saying what happen to me BEACAUSE I CHOOSE TO DO IT!! An people only can have opinions on things if they go through them so I gave my opinion about H from what I went through. Ok. I wasn't saying everyone gets addicted and ruins there life I was saying it happened to me that way and I know many many others it did as well. Sorry if anyone took it the wrong way but I can't say sorry for what I wrote because I own it. It is my story I am not throwing it on anyone else. Some person asked what we thought about he/she doing the H and I said my peace that is that...And I am not putting down heroin for all you case sensitive people.. I still do the H at least once a week(shh don't tell any one, I am trying to stop again). Oh and for whoever said it is all about self control I hate to tell you that it has been proven that heroin does effect your brain to the point that it becomes hard to produce endorphines .AN that is something your brain needs as well as everything else. SO my point being it isn't all about self control once you have a habit and also on the same point you are fucking weak if you feel the need to do drugs anyway. An I have no sham in saying that.. People do drugs for many reasons and most of those reasons are centered around felings that people have( mostly bad ones). An to those people that are going to jump and say of well I do it cause I want to have fun well if you need something like any drugs or alcohol to have fun then I guess there is a problem with that as well. An with me saying that I am not having any holy attitude or saying anyone is bad or wrong because I am saying the same damn thing about myself.. I AM AN ADDICT and I am ok with it.. I have fucking issues and I can admit it. I don't put people down because I can't . But unlike alot of people I am ok with admitting that I have problems..... But all I can say is that thread got out of control! I mean really if you read what I wrote and you wanted to take it in a positive way great or if you want to take it in a negative way great too. If yourquestion to me is well what did I mean well I meant everything I wrote and the feeling behind it is that I do feel heroin was negative for me ( in terms that it helped bring me to my kness) but ya know what I wouldn't change a thing. I know that sounds weird but living that way ( the way I lived and the people and the life style) has given me great insight about myself and about life and people. Even though I had to take the hard way to find all those things out.. I wouldn't change the things in life I went through I still wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone else...

 

[Coke Head]

OH MY GOD, please kill yourself

 

[e_rep]

Luv,
I don't believe all the negative posts were directed at you.
PS: (to everyone) Whatever you think the thread is, stupid, dark, out of control...I learned from it and am glad it was posted.

 

[Deus121]

Your thread was closed because it didn't belong here. If we opened up this forum to everyone sharing their lifestory about the "Dark Side" of drugs we'd be flooded with anti-drug propaganda. It was a good story and thank you for sharing it. However it did belong in the Dark Side. Thats where it would provide the most good. E-rep I'm sure you can find more stories like that in that forum. Also, if you have a problem with a thread being transfered or closed. EMAIL A MODERATOR. Do not publicly post about it! Thank you.
-Other Drugs Management Team

 

[Coke Head]

^^^ someone wants to be on the staff

 

[TABula rasa]

^^Good one CokeHead, but you beat me to it.

 

[tonedeff]

in a perfect world he would be a mod of this forum, considering only one of them appears to be doing his job reguarly and Deus consistently gives good info and deals with more threads than the two or three other mods combined, whoever the hell they are (I don't even know their names without checking the title page)
but alas this is bluelight and not a perfect world

 

[fairnymph]

Let's not discuss modships here, if you are dissatisfied with the staff, please bring it up in the Announcements forum, or email the staff in question. There are alot of factors involved in selecting moderators, which I will not go into now...but let's just say, that it's more complicated than you perhaps realize.

 

[tonedeff]

Originally posted by fairnymph:
but let's just say, that it's more complicated than you perhaps realize.
catching farts with your mouth is NOT complicated...you simply position your face within close proximity of the splayed buttocks of the object of your ass-kissing and the fart will be magically delivered into your open mouth.
I didn't bring it up, fairnymph, and I'm not really bitching, though it sure sounds that way doesn't it!...I was merely responding to the two posts above mine...
btw that first part is a joke of course, only to be taken seriously and reacted to by people under the care of mental health professionals

 

[PhreeX]

Hey you dumb fuck, I didn't close your post, I moved your bitchy rant over to the dark side where someone might coddle you... YOU GOT ADDICITED TO HEROIN, THATSYOUR FAULT AND NO ONE ELSES. PERIOD. END OF THE FUCKING STORY!
I could have just deleted your post and been done with it, but I didn't. ... now, take your ass over to the darkside (it's another forum dumbshit) and continue your rant/diatribe over there ...
And for future refrence, when a post is closedyou DO NOT make another post about it, you mail a moderator - GOT IT?
Fucking "recovering addicts" .. worse then those of us that are hooked and damn proud of it!
As a side note, Deus is on staff...