Hi guys
So Ive used/abused drugs on and off most of my life with very positive effects and very negative effects.
But I have become so dependant on heroin within the past year, and so depleted of money, that for the first time I literally just prostituted myself out so that I could feed my habit. I just feel so ashamed of myself and dirty rightnow... omg....
Like what does this say about me? Am I a bad person? Is this like the "low" they describe where an addict ceases retain some semblance of hope ofa successful, fulfilling abundant life? Or, with such a body degrading act, am I now among those who will serve only as a statistic?
omg u guys
So Ive used/abused drugs on and off most of my life with very positive effects and very negative effects.
But I have become so dependant on heroin within the past year, and so depleted of money, that for the first time I literally just prostituted myself out so that I could feed my habit. I just feel so ashamed of myself and dirty rightnow... omg....
Like what does this say about me? Am I a bad person? Is this like the "low" they describe where an addict ceases retain some semblance of hope ofa successful, fulfilling abundant life? Or, with such a body degrading act, am I now among those who will serve only as a statistic?
omg u guys