....so yeah, kids dad coming down and i know that as soon as he see's the state of this place what his reaction will be....if he doesn't fucking like it he can fucking tidy it....here he is....and he said hello...waiting waiting...he's not mentionned anything...that will probably come later when he's pissed, he's bought his regular 2 bottles of red...he's in a good mood...for now, he knows i'm fucked anyway...i think it makes him feel superior to me as i am the problem person and he is the upstanding model of rightousness and normality...i have just read that out to him and i think he is quite pleased, he had asked me, you see, if i was on 'that druggy site'...yes i tell him...i'm doing my blog i tell him...i tell him i don't care about people reading or not reading but its good to keep a diary...he then says 'i've just had to go to my bank in camborne coz my drug deal went wrong'...i tell him that yes...i have already mentionned about that.....he had also previously began listing various incidents revolving around me and drugs in the past....mentionning about when i lived up his way and would get my crack delivered to my door like a pizza...oh yes...the good ol days...except in monetary terms of course a crack habit is not a good idea what-so-ever unless you are fortunate enough to have the financial income to sustain it...and of course...not be a parent....
...the good ol days would certainly be when i could get 'legal highs' delivcered by the postman....or rather my MPA, my medicene....when that..being the first of its kind (since mephedrone) to be given a temporary ban...i found 3fpm....and blah blah blah oh fuck all this on a saturday
fuck fuck cunt bollox shit arse cunting fucker bastard arsehole
drugs glorious drugs i'm desperate to ave some
speed, amphetamines YES i got cash here to buy em
just thinking of getting high my senses go reeling
one moment of having that...fucked up feeling!!
so DRUGS glorious DRUGS fabulous DRUGS
GIVE ME SOME DRUGS
...the good ol days would certainly be when i could get 'legal highs' delivcered by the postman....or rather my MPA, my medicene....when that..being the first of its kind (since mephedrone) to be given a temporary ban...i found 3fpm....and blah blah blah oh fuck all this on a saturday
fuck fuck cunt bollox shit arse cunting fucker bastard arsehole
drugs glorious drugs i'm desperate to ave some
speed, amphetamines YES i got cash here to buy em
just thinking of getting high my senses go reeling
one moment of having that...fucked up feeling!!
so DRUGS glorious DRUGS fabulous DRUGS
GIVE ME SOME DRUGS