Of course I did

[SnowFrog]

U asked me the other night if i expected anything else from him.
And well as I think bout that question....
I have to say yes....

I did expect something else.
I believed something else...
I loved something else.
and i still do
And maybe i am naive for that
but isn't that love?
I can't help but still love that part of my day.
I miss that part of my day
I can't help but think bout it
I can't help but to get sick over it
I can't help but love the villian that broke me
why?
maybe its is because i expected something else
maybe it is because i saw something else
maybe its because i think differently than you
maybe we look at love in a totally different light
maybe u are just stronger than me

maybe i am wrong
but maybe u are too

but i know i must move on
for me, for Domenic
i know i must be strong
but i can't help but let this consume me
I can't stop thinking about what he is doing
who he is doing
to hurt me
to break me
to show me
that he doesn't need me

Believeing and expecting that he should be nowhere else but with us.

......of course i did.

 

[blahblahblah]

Hope things take a turn for the better...



Why, Why, Why...? A question I always have swirling around in my head.

 

[RareForm]

^same here.

hang in there.

 

[cherub]

great little piece ,,, i can relate to most of this in the past,, you put it into good words.