once i get some etizolam i'm gonna successfully detox myself from alcohol only to get addicted to benzos, then detox myself from benzos with GBL, become addicted to that and then finally start drinking again. i wonder why i even try.
i don't get it with any opiates but hydrocodone, though, and I used to do a LOT of heroin.
I found that smoking a cigarette killed it, but maybe that's just coincidence?
Yep. Placebo is a powerful thing. Shit, if somebody could give me a sugar pill every day and told me it was a 40mg OxyContin and I took it and got high - I could totally live with that.
I also had my first opiate rage in a long ass time today...
at tricomb on AIM, after he said i was strung out.
I just fucking went nuts lol
I apologized, but he hasn't responded,
I'm afraid he hates me now.