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Chainer said:
I used to live in Kennybunk, ain't to far from York, Maine. Perhaps we should meet up for a blunt sometime
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sure, if i get the mod position i applied for im sure we'll talk more often and get to know eachother more as i get nervous meeting people offline (not that i dont trust you or that i think you're gonna do something) i just have bad anxiety.

EDIT: you mods do have your own thread right? do you have a social? lol.
 
lol

i don't smoke weed anywayz tho.. i smoke a homemade blend of blue lotus and wild dagga.. gets me high without the anxiety that you just made fun of lol.
 
i smoke damania, passion flower, raspberry leaf, and sugar trim. It tastes pretty great, and although it does nothing on it's own, it does some nice shit when I infuse it with synthetic cannabinoids :)
 
aveoturbo said:
Lions head or lions tail?
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not klip dagga (lions tail).. wild dagga (lions ear) i grow it myself.

i have a wild dagga plant (about 2ft) only because i clipped it to make it more of a "house plant" it has a light on it right now growing i won't need to clip it again this winter i don't think, but this spring and summer it should reach at least 10ft.. and am going to try klip dagga this year also so it's weird that you asked that lol (i have 7 babies that survived out of 13 and they are only 4" or so.. all plants are inside) they would die where i live in the winter.
 
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I see, I have only heard of the two types of wild dagga, lions head/tail. I have tried the tail in both tea, smoke, and tincture form and they all taste awful to me. Smoke was worst as with tea and tincture I can sweeten it with sugars and juices and the like. I tried mixing other herbs with the dagga for thesmoke to change it and the dagga always over powered it. Wasn't for me (in smoke form).
 
i bet that you heard of lions head but it's also called lions ear because of its tubular shape kinda like an ear canal..
the smoke is harsh and it leaves a gross after taste in your mouth but you need to drink something after you smoke it to wash all the alkaloids in your mouth down (even though most of them are very water soluble) but i found if i drink a can of soda after, it makes it work better (could be placebo also though) but blue lotus is great also though IMO/IME i can't handle weed or at least some types of it because of mental issues but i still wanna get a script for it just so it is legal for me to carry or whatever.
 
HdoubleODeezy said:
i bet that you heard of lions head but it's also called lions ear because of its tubular shape kinda like an ear canal..
the smoke is harsh and it leaves a gross after taste in your mouth but you need to drink something after you smoke it to wash all the alkaloids in your mouth down (even though most of them are very water soluble) but i found if i drink a can of soda after, it makes it work better (could be placebo also though) but blue lotus is great also though IMO/IME i can't handle weed or at least some types of it because of mental issues but i still wanna get a script for it just so it is legal for me to carry or whatever.
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LOL you just want a Medical MJ card just so you can carry around a bit of weed just because? Although I find it amusing, I feel like its a "stick it to the man" sort of logic and love it for that. Even if its not, I will think of it in those terms cus its awesome!

Also props to you for growing your own medicinal herbs :)
 
Hows everyone doing? I am 2 weeks of opiates with no chipping even. I am really feeling the PAWS right now and it is hell.

I always used to hide some pills from myself so that when I inevitably run out I can go find them, but now that I've found them all I feel like a fucking crackhead scouring my room for hidden Dilaudids. Fuck me.

I'm always happy to have plenty of great weed to smoke, though.
 
muvolution said:
Hows everyone doing? I am 2 weeks of opiates with no chipping even. I am really feeling the PAWS right now and it is hell.

I always used to hide some pills from myself so that when I inevitably run out I can go find them, but now that I've found them all I feel like a fucking crackhead scouring my room for hidden Dilaudids. Fuck me.

I'm always happy to have plenty of great weed to smoke, though.
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Bro, I still search lighter cases, cigar boxes, and behind paintings for opana 40s, and I quit 6+ months ago.

I *finally* found a BIG stash about a month ago... I had about 10 seconds where I knew I had the power to act - the second they were in my hands I was reaching for a mirror. I ended up flushing 20x 10mg IRs and 5x 30mg ERs and 5x 40MG ERs. There was also one N8 sub, I kept that, and ate 2mg of it immediately.

First thing I did was roll up a blunt and smoke it while I watched the pills swirl the bowl. I don't think I ever felt like I'd conqoured opiate addiction before that.

It gets easier, but that feeling that you're acting like a crackhead will probalby not go away for a few months, even straight. I remember searching implausible places at 4:00AM for hidden dope stashes for months, almost in my sleep.

It's fucked up, good luck man.
 
aveoturbo said:
LOL you just want a Medical MJ card just so you can carry around a bit of weed just because? Although I find it amusing, I feel like its a "stick it to the man" sort of logic and love it for that. Even if its not, I will think of it in those terms cus its awesome!

Also props to you for growing your own medicinal herbs :)
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lol i just want it because it seems like everyone has one so why shouldn't i? lol even tho i won't smoke unless i can find a kind that gives 0 anxiety/paranoia. i wish i was 13 again.. wayyy back in the day i smoked daily but ever since i smoked while rolling i tripped out and now a weed high is just paranoia and a feeling of impending doom lol. sucks i know.

VERY LATE EDIT: People who know more about different strains and types of weed, help me out here (i know i should ask in CD but i live in OD and don't like change so fuck it, most people here smoke anywayzz) What is the LEAST anxiety causing type of trees? And do i need to go from east to west coast to get it? lol all good weed seems like people say it's from cali.
 
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What's up y'all?

How was everyone's Thanksgiving? Better than mine, I hope. Last Sunday I got arrested due to a couple outstanding warrants and had to sit in the county jail until yesterday. So I got to spend the Holiday in wonderful Somerset County jail. They DO have good food, and my fellow inmates in my pod were some cool cats, so it wasn't ALL bad. Though definitely nowhere near as good as being free, and with the family.

One good thing is that I detoxed in jail (again), and now I have every intention to try my hardest to stay clean, maybe go to rehab or something. The past few months I was beyond strung out and depressed, which seriously effected my personal life, and my job here on bluelight.

But regaining my mental clarity after detoxing IS a great feeling. I have done it so many times though, and then fucked up. I CAN'T let that happen again.

What's good everyone else?
 
Aw sorry to hear about your shitty thanksgiving BDP, at least it wasn't as bad as it could have been I guess... still not fun though :(

Great news on the detox though! Failing in the past does not mean you will this time. It takes most people multiple attempts as I am sure you know, key is not to let past slip-ups affect your motivation this time. Sounds like you're not though. Good luck :)
 
HOOD- here I usually get heavy indica strains that don't really cause me anxiety or paranoia. Usually when I am smoking a strong sativa there is a moment where everything shifts and becomes kinda psychedelic, but I never get that with indicas.
Right now I have some "Mountain High" and "Blue Widow" which are both 100% indicas. There has recently been interest in breeding for CBD content, not THC for the many MMJ patients like myself who don't want a trippy high.

BDP- Sorry to hear about your stay in the house of detention. I am on about my 1000th detox also. I hate it because I go see my doctor for pain, and I ask for 5-10 Dilaudids and then he writes me a script for 240 and I am right back where I started every couple months. It kills me to continue doing this to myself. I think I just need to be like "listen man, I'm a fucking junkie. Don't write me shit I can inject and certainly don't write me 240 k8's. Its the law of diminishing returns - if I only had 10, I would use them when really needed for pain, but no, I have a couple hundred so I just do em all the fucking time. FML.
 
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