Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
So about 5 weeks ago i overdosed harshly due to my junkie brains and the combo of heroin, lyrica, diazepam and few ciders. Woke up, couldnt move my hands, so had to fall out of my gaming chair and crawl to the fuking door. Luckily hadnt locked the door so i opened it with my leg and started shouting for help. After some time finally a neighbours heard and called ambulance.
I was 6 days at the hospital in constant fucking pain and slept max hour per night. They diagnosed Rhabdomyolysis and nerve damage in hand and leg. Re-taught myself on how to walk even though they said not to and was sent home with minimum gabapentin dose and no painkillers.
Some of the nerve damage has gone away, but my kidneys (i think) hurt constantly, cant use my right hand properly, sleeping like 2-6 hours at night which sometimes results in me being super paranoid in stressful situations leading up to almost being psychotic. For instance I came home from my parents yesterday and after some stupid and funny shit in the bus I was damn sure that a girl sitting behind me was my own imagination, but finally convinced myself that she was not.
Doctor visits are starting next week and Hopefully they finally script me with something that even remotely helps and take a look at my kidneys cause this pain is fucking scary to be honest. Wishing for increased gabapentin dose or straight lyrica due to 4-year script i was on it and atleast codeine.
Stay on the safe side with your combos fellow users! (Am never comboing alcohol with anything else than weed again and propably quitting benzos for the rest of my life, cause they have been the downfall of me pretty much)
Schizopath
I was 6 days at the hospital in constant fucking pain and slept max hour per night. They diagnosed Rhabdomyolysis and nerve damage in hand and leg. Re-taught myself on how to walk even though they said not to and was sent home with minimum gabapentin dose and no painkillers.
Some of the nerve damage has gone away, but my kidneys (i think) hurt constantly, cant use my right hand properly, sleeping like 2-6 hours at night which sometimes results in me being super paranoid in stressful situations leading up to almost being psychotic. For instance I came home from my parents yesterday and after some stupid and funny shit in the bus I was damn sure that a girl sitting behind me was my own imagination, but finally convinced myself that she was not.
Doctor visits are starting next week and Hopefully they finally script me with something that even remotely helps and take a look at my kidneys cause this pain is fucking scary to be honest. Wishing for increased gabapentin dose or straight lyrica due to 4-year script i was on it and atleast codeine.
Stay on the safe side with your combos fellow users! (Am never comboing alcohol with anything else than weed again and propably quitting benzos for the rest of my life, cause they have been the downfall of me pretty much)
Schizopath