Hey Plum - please check in when you can and let us know how you are doing!
I am thinking about you.
- VE
Stomach problems continue. Broke down and took I'm modicum bc I HAVE to take my daughter to dance today.
Took my Rx to the pharmacy, I'm only gonna use if I HAVE to until I can get insurance and surgery. So far today I don't need any.
Stomach problems continue.
Today has been hard for me too C.H.
What are you studying?
in one week I'll reach my 2 years.
Still sober having some resentment issues however and generally dislike being a fucked up person, working on the steps with sponsor.
A few hours ago I saw this dude outside Walmart I make small talk with. He asked me for a dollar in a pathetic manor and I got all indignant he wanted MY money said "Dude kick down a door, get a job, something it's not hard to get money" and he looked sad.
I've been full of hate since then for dude, not normal.
Sitting here typing this I realize I need to pray on the matter and try to put myself in his shoes, imagine myself in his circumstance.
Really I need to work daily on my mindset of fuck everyone outside my inner circle, I'm the best ever etc. because there's no reason for me to to have such an ego and it won't lead to long term sobriety happiness or spiritual growth.
I cannot wait for halloween. My (male->female) trans friend Amy is going to dress up like a boy and I am going to go in drag. It is going to be killer!!! Yes, I will share the pics with you all. I have a feeling we will be looking quite fabulous. She is gonna help me do my shopping
I'm in so much pain.
What is going on?
woot woot! You gonna do anything to celebrate?