so ive been using everyday for over a year now. at one point i was taking 400+mg a day.
so its time to stop, its destroying my personality and so on blah blah blah whatever lol
i never had an issue when i was taking 100-130mg at a time a few times a day, but a few months ago i started getting weird feelings on lower doses.
currently i take 40mg 3 times a day and i am fine, but like now its been 6 hours since my last 40mg so i wanted a little more i took 30mg crushed swollow(i always swollow my pills crushed)
it feels like its hard to breath and im fighting for oxygen, i can take deep breaths and breathe but just feels like im not getting any O2, my pupils go from small to HUGE and my pulse drops under 55-60 if i start to move about a lot or run my pupils go back to small pinned out and i feel much better, but once i stop it happens all over.
about a week ago i was driving and started getting major stabbing pains under my ribs and on my left side, i took my BP and was 185/98 and my pulse was irratic.
i got really nervous which made it worse i stopped at ER they did a ECG or EKG and said i was fine, my BP was high because of pain.
im 24 years old, just weird and feels like im going to die sometimes. the 1st time it happend i took too much roxis within an hour i usually take lower doses much more frequently some guys i dont know how they can crush 200+ mg at a shot id feel like crap. but that day i took 4 in the am and 5 hours later took 5 more and i nearly passed out and my heart got really slow and i couldnt see or breath for about 45min it was bad, since then is when i get this if i take more than 120mg in a day.
is it in my head and im panic-y or is it effecting my heart?
when i lay down to sleep i wake up not breathing gasping for air and then my heart goes nuts for a few minm i sit up i feel fine i lay down it happens all over again....bradycardia from the abuse?
sorry for such a long post, ive read along the board for a while just joined to ask opinions or if anyone else has had this happen.
1 of my friends past in his sleep at 21 from cardiac arrest from abuse, and my friends brother was in cardiac arrest for a week from abuse i dont want to be next.
so its time to stop, its destroying my personality and so on blah blah blah whatever lol
i never had an issue when i was taking 100-130mg at a time a few times a day, but a few months ago i started getting weird feelings on lower doses.
currently i take 40mg 3 times a day and i am fine, but like now its been 6 hours since my last 40mg so i wanted a little more i took 30mg crushed swollow(i always swollow my pills crushed)
it feels like its hard to breath and im fighting for oxygen, i can take deep breaths and breathe but just feels like im not getting any O2, my pupils go from small to HUGE and my pulse drops under 55-60 if i start to move about a lot or run my pupils go back to small pinned out and i feel much better, but once i stop it happens all over.
about a week ago i was driving and started getting major stabbing pains under my ribs and on my left side, i took my BP and was 185/98 and my pulse was irratic.
i got really nervous which made it worse i stopped at ER they did a ECG or EKG and said i was fine, my BP was high because of pain.
im 24 years old, just weird and feels like im going to die sometimes. the 1st time it happend i took too much roxis within an hour i usually take lower doses much more frequently some guys i dont know how they can crush 200+ mg at a shot id feel like crap. but that day i took 4 in the am and 5 hours later took 5 more and i nearly passed out and my heart got really slow and i couldnt see or breath for about 45min it was bad, since then is when i get this if i take more than 120mg in a day.
is it in my head and im panic-y or is it effecting my heart?
when i lay down to sleep i wake up not breathing gasping for air and then my heart goes nuts for a few minm i sit up i feel fine i lay down it happens all over again....bradycardia from the abuse?
sorry for such a long post, ive read along the board for a while just joined to ask opinions or if anyone else has had this happen.
1 of my friends past in his sleep at 21 from cardiac arrest from abuse, and my friends brother was in cardiac arrest for a week from abuse i dont want to be next.
