JasperTheReckless
Bluelighter
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- Nov 1, 2011
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It's been a long time since I've posted here, but I'm still alive n' kicking =]
I have a two part question. Toward the end of the road I've traveled with DXM I finally achieved obe's (my drive for higher and higher doses) however, reflecting on the experience, I don't think gargantuan doses are the key.
My first question: who has had luck with OBE's or Astral projection personally? I generally seek a slow onset, Delsym or the likes to ease into it as opposed to a huge rush; I put on binaurals, and I lay in pitch darkness and slow my breathing, and try to slow my thoughts until I feel myself leave. It feels to me like those last few gears ratcheting as you approach the peak of a Rollercoaster, then I fall through the floor, and as soon as I leave my home, it's just... Peaceful, a sense of understanding without definition, and of "oneness". I've even seen things that left a vivid, and lasting impression on me as an individual.
When I return to myself I feel a little more in control of my mind, less anxious about things out of my control, and much more conscious of my own needs (I'm extremely neglectful towards myself). I often find myself frustrated that I have to go so far up there to achieve this which leads me to my next question.
Second question, where should I look to begin to understand how to do this without the amounts of DXM it currently takes, or, without it at all?
I don't like the load DXM leaves on my body, and I'm confident repeated 2 gram doses are shortening my lifespan, even as infrequently as every two to three months.
For every enlightening experience, I have to set aside 36 hours of intense water drinking and planned meals to avoid delirium and mild to moderate psychosis. I've just about found every nook and cranny of dex in my honest opinion, and now it's time to find a new home.
DXm taught me some things about me that I'd never have learned, but since I have support in my life now, lets see if we can pen Dexter's final chapter.
I have a two part question. Toward the end of the road I've traveled with DXM I finally achieved obe's (my drive for higher and higher doses) however, reflecting on the experience, I don't think gargantuan doses are the key.
My first question: who has had luck with OBE's or Astral projection personally? I generally seek a slow onset, Delsym or the likes to ease into it as opposed to a huge rush; I put on binaurals, and I lay in pitch darkness and slow my breathing, and try to slow my thoughts until I feel myself leave. It feels to me like those last few gears ratcheting as you approach the peak of a Rollercoaster, then I fall through the floor, and as soon as I leave my home, it's just... Peaceful, a sense of understanding without definition, and of "oneness". I've even seen things that left a vivid, and lasting impression on me as an individual.
When I return to myself I feel a little more in control of my mind, less anxious about things out of my control, and much more conscious of my own needs (I'm extremely neglectful towards myself). I often find myself frustrated that I have to go so far up there to achieve this which leads me to my next question.
Second question, where should I look to begin to understand how to do this without the amounts of DXM it currently takes, or, without it at all?
I don't like the load DXM leaves on my body, and I'm confident repeated 2 gram doses are shortening my lifespan, even as infrequently as every two to three months.
For every enlightening experience, I have to set aside 36 hours of intense water drinking and planned meals to avoid delirium and mild to moderate psychosis. I've just about found every nook and cranny of dex in my honest opinion, and now it's time to find a new home.
DXm taught me some things about me that I'd never have learned, but since I have support in my life now, lets see if we can pen Dexter's final chapter.